About the comic - I have stage fright! (Patreon)

I decided to write a little something about my 'Bubblegum' comic, since it launched. First of all I want to thank all my Patrons for making it possible that I sit every week at leas a couple of hours and think it through, write the story and develop it. It would never be possible without you and I am blessed to have you here!
Secondly I want to thank my friends and everyone who put effort into helping me with this task!

I want to say and maybe warn(?) some of the viewers about it though. Also my Patrons, I am truly greatful for your help, but I am afraid for some reason that once I develop the sotry some of you will turn away or run. I'm not sure why I feel what could be compared to a stage fright. I sweat and stress about it not coming across right or proper.

It's mostly because I am no profressional comic artist, the plot I developed is not only a story I came up with - it's also my way of artistic relief of all the things I've been through and experienced in my life. Most of it is not literal, but each of the characters has a little bit of my soul in them. Both protagonists and anatgonists. Their problems are very close to my heart and that is most likely why I am scared to show this to the world really...

I am struggling and my friends and husband know this all too well. I really hope this story doesn't bother you in any sense or that you will not think badly of me. With it I just want to put a little more of me into my works, than I regularly do when creating single artworks.

I want to create something that will be both satysfying and damaging to the reader. I believe that by putting in my own heart and feelings in it, I will be able to also make my viewers feel genuine emotion while reading it. And I don't always want to make it positive.

Yes, it's also an erotic adult comic, there will be a lot fo sexual things going on. But that is just how life is and sex is - an important part of life. And along with the entrtainment it provides it can cause pain, love or hate. And I want everyone to know that what will be happening in the story will not always be something I have a 'kink' on or that I find attractive etc. Some of it will also be problematic, things I fear or have experienced and want o share in not a literal way. I want to make this clear, becasue some of the things that will go on may come across as distrubing. And I really don't want you guys to think badly of me or that I support something that is truly wrong to support.

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In the long run I will also give a medal to the first person who works out what does the title truly mean and what it refers too :) As in really, I will probably make You a full artwork as a prize for that. And I can tell you - it's not that simple haha. But I will announce that officialy when it will be actually possible to do.