Telling you - Feeling ICKY SICKY! (Patreon)

First of all, MERRY HAPPY NAVIDAD CHRISTMAS!

Sadly for me I couldn't enjoy it much! :crying_emoji: as I said in earlier posts, I haven't been feeling well this month, I thought I was recovering but its all up and downs, every down being worse than the last, so i'm kinda worried, feeling nauseous, dizzy, sensitive to food, my body aches to the point its difficult to sleep, I'm feeling very tired out of nowhere, and i went to the hospital 5 times but i won't be getting tested or checked until day 11 of next month, to me that's kinda crazy because this is the worst i've felt in my entire life!!?

Mind you im a very healthy person so it's super weird...

This whole situation got me stressed, I don't know what do since all I get is to wait until next month. Sometimes while im drawing the pain is demoralizing so im slower than usual, and as I am lost, I'm feeling a bit depressed too...

So about all this:

I'm thinking of pausing Patreon next month to figure this out, which is sad because right now im motivated AF with the things i'm doing, i'm also taking walks to the park to relax and brainstorm about the game project, I don't know why but just thinking about the game releases serotonin to my body, can't wait to show some of the ideas! I love to sit down and doodle Icon ideas, bestiary looking menus, equippment, is just so FFFUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The LEWD WORLD comic project prototype is looking great too, at least to me! 

And overall, even if I end up pausing (I'll see how I do in 4 days) Next month I still aim to upload:

- One set of Animation

- One page of LEWD WORLD comic (Or more)

- Some info about the game, and maybe questions so you can help me sort out stuff about gameplay

- And maybe a POLL or another STRAWBERRY REQUEST

Don't be worried, i'm working on feeling better on my own while I wait for a conclusion, thank you so so so so much for your comments and love and support and everything, I really hope for a future where I can be the full pack and offer everything I got and more for this project! 

I also hope you had a great christmas full of goodness and JOLLY moments, and if you didn't, I hope you will do good anyway in whatever time of the year, It's okay to feel alone on christmas, I know I do, although it can be sad for many, you are not alone in the feeling, and I understand that knowing other people are as lonely and sad as you doesn't really help, we are not meant to be cheerful and happy all the time, happy will be here again, no matter the month, support yourself and carry through that moment with calmness and comprehension. 

No matter how dark, feelings and moments are BOUND, LINKED, BINDED AND DESTINED to get better, do TRUST!

THANKS AGAIN!