tired and whiny (Patreon)

It's the last two weeks of shooting and I'm really starting to feel the burn. Not when I pee, but in the whole rest of my body. I'm just really really tired. I fantasize about digging a hole in the ground and disappearing for a couple of weeks. Wait is this what bears feel before they go into hibernation? I get it, bear populous of the world. I'd hibernate too if I could.

As much as I've had a blast, it's also been a pretty heavy process. Being in front of the camera for almost every day for two months straight drains you in such a weird way. It's like I don't have any sparkle left. I get a bit disgusted with myself and all the extroverted energy I have to put on. I don't want to be funny, fleeky, witty, excited. I just want to be surrounded by trees and cuddle with animals, far away from wifi* 

I'm not really worried about it, I think I just need some time off and most of all: MORE BUILD TIME! Some off-camera woodworking. Sanding for the soul. I can't wait to be back in San Francisco with all my tools. 

TLDR; MEOW MEOW I'M TIRED AND NEED VACATION (and might have a bit of PMS too)

*If I ever start a bed and breakfast in the middle of the forrest I'll call it "away from wifi."