Trouble with AsmrNights... (Patreon)

So.. .Discord does not support Asmr or my 3dio microphone. I would like to do Paetron only streaming for Asmr nights or even just exclusive chatting or hang outs. But I want to know should I go with Youtube and an unlisted link that only you guys can see? Or should I go with Crowdcast ? Which is not unlisted link and 100% Paetron only. It does have a fee of $29 dollars a month though.. What do you guys think? What would you guys want more? Should I just do Youtube with Unlisted link? Or invest into Crowdcast? I'm not sure about Crowd yet because I'm still small on Paetron.. But I want to do special livestreaming only for you guys. So let me know your thoughts~!