【Gay foot fetish novel translated into English】『Close friend ３』 (Patreon)

'Can we have a drink tomorrow?'

It was two weeks after what had happened with Goro that Tomoharu contacted me.

I was confused.

I couldn't help but feel guilty that I'd thrown my sexuality at a sleeping Tomoharu, and that I'd done something indecent with his son, Goro.

I am not sure if he could drink with a normal face.

’I'm not going to give up.’

Ever since I received the message from Goro, he had been sending me messages every day as he had declared.

’I worked hard at baseball today!'

If you only look at the text, it's cute, but the message he sends along with the words always has a photo attached.

It was a photo of Goroh's socked soles, stained from baseball.

And then came the next message.

'It smells so bad. I want Daisuke to smell it.'

These messages arrived every day.

One day it was a dirty pair of sneakers that he had worn to school.

One day it was a picture of Goro wearing Tomoharu's five-toed socks.

And one day, a photo of Goro wearing his shoes barefoot.

All of them had one thing in common, their feet looked really smelly.

’You should be my foot mat.'

'It smells especially bad between my toes.'

'I feel like my feet are getting stinkier by the day.'

In response to the daily messages that came my way, I would reply with something like, "I see," or "wash them properly," as if I wasn't interested.

I know I'm not supposed to do this, but I'm getting excited about it.

I couldn't get over the fact that I had been made to smell Goro's stinky feet and come with his feet.

The smell of his overly stinky feet, and the feel of his socks rubbing against my cock.

I can still remember it in real life.

It was in this state that I received the photo.

I thought it was no good, but I comforted my dick with it.

I remembered the smell of Goro's stinky feet, the feel of his stinky feet, and the pictures of his stinky feet.

And yet.

The last thing that came to mind was Tomoharu's face.

In the end, I just put Tomoharu's face on top of Goro's.

I can't answer to Goro's feelings.

But I can't tell Tomoharu how I feel about him either.

I can't even boldly leave Tomoharu and the others.

In the end, I replied.

’Ok.’

I hated myself for being half-hearted.

■■■■■■■■■■■

Twelve o'clock in the afternoon.

"Cheers!”

As usual, drinking with Tomoharu begins.

Seeing Tomoharu, who of course is the same as usual, I've calmed down a bit, and I think I'm able to interact with him without feeling uncomfortable.

The fact that Goro is not here is also a big factor.

On Saturdays, he's usually not home until the sun goes down for club activities.

That's why I suggested that we start drinking earlier than usual, so that I could be home before Goro arrived.

Tomoharu came home from work at midnight and was sleeping on the sofa when he woke up to the sound of me ringing the intercom.

 He was still wearing the same work clothes and five-toed socks that had turned to mush.

The tank top on his upper body emphasized Tomoharu's manly, well-trained body.

I could smell the man's sweat that tingled just by getting close to him.

And I could smell it on his feet.

If you can smell it, then Tomoharu's feet must be smelly as hell today.

I'll just be me as usual, drink with Tomoharu as usual, and we'll stay at this distance, no change in the future.

That's fine. If I can stay with Tomoharu like this, that's all that matters.

"I'm sorry about the other day. I fell asleep."

"...Oh, it's okay. Don't worry about it."

"You should've woken me."

"No, you were sleeping so comfortably, I thought it would be a shame to wake you up again."

"Sorry."

Tomoharu smiled like a child who had played a prank.

I loved that face.

I don't need to know what happened that day.

As long as I could stay close to Tomoharu like this, and see his unchanging smile like this...

As if to swallow what had happened the other day, I stoked my beer.

Speaking of which, aren't you inviting me out for drinks at a faster pace than usual?

Thinking about it, we've been drinking once a month, but today it's only been two weeks.

"Ummmm...”

"Hmm?”

”Well, the last one ended halfway. I thought I'd start drinking again.”

”Is that so?”

The answer sounded vaguely vague.

I'm not sure if something happened to Tomoharu or not.

”Let's drink!”

"Hey, don't you have something to say?”

"...Oh...it's not that...”

 Tomoharu's eyes are clearly swimming.

It's easy to understand.

”What’s. Tell me.”

"Ummmm..."

"What is it?"

"Daisuke, I told you before, but..."

"Yeah."

"I'm glad you exist.”

”What's with the sudden...”

When we were drinking before, Tomoharu said  to me while talking about the past.

It made me both happy and sad.

”If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be where I am today, and I'm really grateful.”

"Hey, hey! Don't say embarrassing things!”

"That's the truth. I'm grateful to you, and I hope you'll continue to be there.”

Tomoharu's words made my face hot.

This is not only because I was embarrassed by Tomoharu's words.

I couldn't help but be happy about this proposal-like words.

I know that Tomoharu's words did not mean that.

He was just saying it as a friend and confidant.

Even so, Tomoharu's words made me happy.

”What's with you all of a sudden? You're embarrassing me... stop it.”

I told myself to calm down and tried my best to say something back.

"So, about Goro...”

Those words made me so nervous that I surprised myself.

Why was Goro's name here...

"What about Goro...?”

"Goro is my treasure. Goro is my treasure, the most precious son Chiaki has left me. I'd give my life for him...”

"I know you're a foolish parent.”

Now that Chiaki is gone, Tomoharu is left with only his only son, Goro.

I've always seen that they loved him so much that it wouldn't hurt to put it in their eyes.

”So you know..”I'm home.”

Tomoharu was about to say something when he heard a voice from the doorway.

Goro's voice...

I hear walking in the hallway, and Goro appears in his jersey.

”Oh, welcome back.”

Tomoharu said as if nothing had happened, but I was not in the mood.

"Daisuke... you're here...”

Goro's voice sounded unhappy.

"Oh, yeah. I was invited by Tomoharu...”

"Oh, really?

I was afraid of Goro who replied coldly.

I hadn't told Goro that I was coming today, because I thought it would be fine if I didn't, but I couldn't deny that I felt that if I told him, he might come home early.

Goro probably thought I didn't tell him for the latter reason.

"Tomoharu, you didn't tell Goro I was coming?”

"Hmm? I called you at work yesterday, so there's no time to tell Goro, who's at school all morning.”

"Oh, I see...”

I thought I was following up, but I've completely dug a grave.

I was wondering what Tomoharu was going to say earlier, but now all I can think about is what to do about Goro.

”Oh, I'm so hungry.”

"Well, Goro, didn't you have club activities today? It's so early.”

”I told you that since we can't use the schoolyard this Saturday and Sunday, our club activities will only consist of training and basic exercises and will end in the morning.”

”Oh, is that right?”

That's probably the reason why Gorou is wearing a jersey instead of a uniform.

"I haven't eaten lunch yet. Can I join you?”

"Sure. I've got plenty of snacks, eat up!”

”Daisuke, can I join you?”

I couldn't look Goro in the eye when he asked that.

"Yes. Sure.”

Tomoharu and I were sitting across the table from each other, and Goro sat down next to me.

I could smell Goro's sweat from being so close to me.

Even though he couldn't play in the game, he was sweating a lot during club activities.

Because he was sitting on the floor, I couldn't help but notice the dirty soles of his white socks.

It was probably intentional.

"Eat what you want."

"Yeah."

 Goro said as he popped a piece of fried chicken from the deli on the dish.

Karaage was Tomoharu's favorite food, and there was always a large amount of it at the drinking table.

Tomoharu is a person who prefers to eat his favorite food first, and fried food is always the first thing he puts in his mouth.

Seeing his son, Gorou, eat fried food first as well, the smile on his face made me feel a little more relaxed.

Goro silently put one thing after another on the table into his mouth and drank the Coke I had bought for him to drink.

He was eating at a very fast pace.

"You have a great appetite, don't you?"

I couldn't help but say to Goro.

Then he looked at me with a glare and replied, "I can't wait to get big.

I think Gorou is big for his age.

He's not that much taller than me, and he's got a sturdy build from playing baseball.

"I think you are big enough..."

"...I want to overtake my dad.”

”I see.I see.If my goal is to surpass Tomoharu, I'll have to eat a lot more.”

"Hahahaha! If you want to be like me, you have to eat vegetables.”

You're right, Tomoharu doesn't have any likes and dislikes. Do you have any?"

"No, I don't."

"Don't lie. You don't eat spinach all the time, do you?"

"I can eat it."

Goro's conversation with Tomoharu reassured him that he was still a child.

You said you didn't like it. Oops, I'm going to go to the bathroom.”

Tomoharu got up and left.

I can talk to Goro more normally than I thought, but it's awkward to be alone with him...

"I can eat spinach...”

"What?”

"It's nothing. Why didn't you tell me that Daisuke was coming? I've been messaging you every day.”

He still seem to be worried about it.

”No, I really thought Tomoharu was the one saying it, so I didn't think I needed to tell you...”

"Huh...”

 Goro said grumpily.

I'm sure you're not the only one.

"Did you remember the smell of my feet at home?”

"What?”

My understanding was delayed for a moment.

"I asked you if you felt like sniffing my feet."

"Well..."

What am I supposed to say?

I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to sniff them, but there was no way I could say that.

"Whenever I see my stinky feet, I always think about Daisuke, wondering if he'll be happy to smell them , or if he'll show me that face again..."

Goro blushed a little and looked at me with a serious expression on his face.

I was a little bit nervous because his face looked so mature.

If I had known Daisuke was coming today, I would have worked even harder at club activities and made my feet smell even worse...

Goro said as he looked at his dirty feet.

The sight of him made me cringe.

Goro is thinking about me so earnestly.

But I can't respond to that.

It's not just because I love Tomoharu.

It's because I want Goro to fall in love with someone who can make him happier, not me.

I want Tomoharu's son, whom I have seen since he was a child, to be happy from the bottom of my heart.

It's better if I'm not there to make him happy.

"Goro... sorry, I..."

"Daisuke. Please don't think like an idiot."

Before I could say anything, Goro interrupted me.

"You're kind, Daisuke. I know what you're thinking."

"......"

"But that's not nice at all to me."

"Goro..."

Daisuke. I told you I won't give up. I'll make you fall for me."

Goro's face turned a little nasty.

"It's like the time when my mom went out with me after my dad's fierce appeal... First of all, I'm going to punish you for what you did today."

The grin on his face was one that Tomoharu would never have made.

"Thanks for waiting."

Tomoharu came back from the bathroom at just the right moment.

"Hey.I've just heard from Daisuke that he has a great skill."

"Special skill?"

What the hell is Goro talking about?

"Yes, a special skill. He can tell the health of a person by the smell of their feet."

"What!?"

I raise my voice and look at Goro.

I looked at Goro, who was smiling as he showed me a video of that moment under the table.

 He smiled and asked me to agree.

"Yeah, is that so?"

"Oh… yeah..."

I had no choice but to reply to Tomoharu, who seemed genuinely surprised.

I'm not sure if it's possible to tell the state of your health by the smell of your feet, but I don't have any special skills or abilities to do that.

What the hell are you going to make me do?

"It's great. He smelled me earlier and guessed that I don't have a good stomach.”

”What?”

I don't know what to do when Goro says something I don't remember doing.

"That's great, Daisuke! When did you acquire such a skill?”

He believes that I really have such a skill.

"Oh, you work for a pharmaceutical company, right? You're a pharmaceutical company, so you know a lot about people's health.”

No, no, no, no, that has nothing to do with it.

"Y,yeah..."

"Wow!"

"Hey, Dad, why don't you have a sniff?"

"What!?"

I was surprised to see Goro looking at me again, as if he was looking at something interesting.

You want me to sniff Tomoharu's feet while Goro watches me here?

By the time I realized that this was how I was going to be punished, it was too late.

"I'll ask for it then. Daisuke.”

Tomoharu boldly puts out his foot on the desk.

Tomoharu's big, stinky, muscular feet, which I had smelled that day, were put in front of me.

He was still wearing his gray five-toed socks after work, and his feet were incredibly soggy with dirt and sweat.

Combined with the heat and humidity in the room, the soles of his socks were damp and sticky to the touch.

The stinky looking feet brought back flashbacks of the smell of Tomoharu's feet that I had smelled before.

"Haa...haa..."

It's not just my impatience that's causing my breath to rise, it's the fact that I'm slowly becoming aroused by the smell of Tomoharu's feet.

"Daisuke,Come on, take a sniff."

I had no choice but to sniff it.

I put my face close to the sole of Tomoharu's foot.

I couldn't press my nose against it to sniff it like I did before, so I got close enough to touch it and breathed in through my nose just a little bit.

"Mmmm ！！！！！！！！！！！

That stinks!

I was about to scream, but I held back.

Between my bare feet and my shoes, Tomoharu's socks are steaming with foot sweat.

I'm sure it's not my imagination that it smells worse than when I smelled it before.

"Huh? It's totally different from before. You were sniffing with your nose pressed against it like this just now, weren't you?"

"Whoa!"

Goro grabbed my face and Tomoharu's leg and pressed my nose against his sole.

"Ooooohh!!"

I was so surprised that I could smell Tomoharu's stinky feet, and I stopped breathing.

I'm not sure what to make of it, but I'm sure it's a good idea.

Smelly!!Smelly!!Smelly!!!!!!

The smell was so bad that I slammed the floor under the table.

"Oh, what's wrong?"

Tomoharu, surprised by this, asks me while wiggling his toes.

Aaaaah...!!

It diffused the smell of my feet even more, and it went deep into my nose.

”It's nothing. ...Mmm!”

"Oh... can you smell that? I forgot I was asleep after work. It might smell a little.”

A little? 

You don't even know you're smelling it!

What's with the stinky feet? 

I don't know how to make my feet smell this bad.

”I'm sure you'll be fine with the smell, Dad. He said even my feet don't smell bad.”

"Goro's feet? It's amazing that you can handle those stinky feet, Daisuke.”

Your feet smell worse than his! 

I'm sure Goro's feet stink too, but Tomoharu's feet have a much thicker smell.

I'm not sure what to make of it.

”You're okay with that, right, Daisuke?”

"Ah, ah... ♡♡♡.”

Oh, my god...

I'm getting turned on by this stinky foot smell.

It's no good. Calm down.

"Ohh♡Ummm♡Ah!♡..."

The smell of Tomoharu's stinky feet made me excited, and my breath started to rise.

Why does it smell like this?

My nose can't get used to it at all, and I even think the smell is getting stronger because Tomoharu is sweating right now.

"Here, Daisuke. You have to sniff here.”

"Oh, hey, Goro, that tickles.”

Goro plucked Tomoharu's toes and opened the crotch of his fingers.

And the stinkiest part of my toes.

"You said it earlier. You said earlier that this is where most physical abnormalities occur. I'm worried about my father's health, so please take good care of him."

"Goro, you... please, Daisuke."

Tomoharu, who completely believed Goro, stuck out his foot as if to tell him to hurry up and smell it.

I know from the last time I sniffed it that Tomoharu's five toes, though he was wearing socks, were of no use whatsoever for odor control.

The dirt is stinky mud created by absorbing a lot of foot sweat.

The sweat mud had soaked into the crotch of my socks.

"Haa...haa...haa ♡ haa..."

Ah... why... why am I so excited in this situation...

I want to sniff it... I want to stick my nose in the crotch of Tomoharu's smelly feet and suck on it as hard as I can...

No, if I do that, I...

I can't. I can't let Tomoharu find out...

As I was struggling, I heard a slight clicking sound.

I felt a strange sensation in my lower body and saw Goro's hand trying to unzip my crotch.

"Goro!"

"What is it? Come on, sniff my father's feet."

Then, in a voice only I could hear in my ear, he threatened me by saying, "Video.

Because my legs are stretched out on the desk, Tomoharu won't be able to see my crotch area.

But this...

Goro dexterously unbutton my pants, unzip them, and pull my cock out through the gap in my pants.

The smell of Tomoharu's stinky feet makes my cock sadly erect...

"You're enjoying it after all."

I heard Goro murmur.

No, I'm not. I wasn't enjoying it.

I wanted to deny it, but I couldn't in this situation, and even if I did, he wouldn't trust me with my erect cock.

"What's wrong?

"What's wrong?"

"Oh! No, I'm going to sniff it!"

"What? Oh, yeah."

I managed to stop Tomoharu from pulling his leg to peek at me, as if he thought something was suspicious.

This is force majeure...

I put my nose to the crotch of Tomoharu's five-finger socks, exposing my erect cock through my pants, and inhaled the scent.

"Mmmmmmmmm!♡”

The smell is so stinky!♡♡♡♡！！！！

I really wanted to scream at the top of my lungs, the smell was so horrible.

In addition to the pungent, sour smell, a warm, moist, thick, sticky odor washes over you like a wave.

Aahhhh♡

Tomoharu's smell...

Oooohhhh!♡

I couldn't stand it any longer, being made to smell these overly stinky feet.

”Ooooh my god♡”

I inhaled the smell of Tomoharu's stinky feet over and over again as if I were enjoying it.

I can't believe I'm getting excited over such a stinky thing...

I could feel the heat gathering in my cock and making it even harder.

At that moment.

"!?!?!?"

The cock was covered with some warm cloth.

I took my nose off my leg and looked at my dick and saw that it was covered with some kind of dirty cloth bag.

When I looked at Goro, the person who had put it on me, he was grinning and pointing down.

He was grinning and pointing down, and I could see his bare feet.

So I guessed.

This warm, damp, dirty cloth was the socks that Goro was wearing.

If you look closely, you can see that it is indeed the sock he was wearing.

It was a sock that had been worn by Goro, and it covered my cock all the way to the base.

"I'm sure you've said of it, Daisuke. It's better to take them off than to smell them with the socks on, isn't it?"

"Oh, sure. Sorry, sorry. I thought I was barefoot because of the five-toed socks.”

Before waiting for my reply, Tomoharu said as if he had been careless, stepped back and started to take off his socks.

"Daisuke, do my socks feel good?”

"G-Goro!”

I whisper so that Tomoharu can't hear me.

"I'll give up on you if you can stand to come, Daisuke.”

"What?”

If I can hold back from cumming...

I was covered with Goro's freshly removed socks, and I knew what he was going to do to me.

I don't know if I can stand it... but I have to.

It's for Gorou's sake and my own.

"Okay, this should be good.”

Tomoharu puts his sweaty, stinky bare feet on the table again, the scum of his socks sticking to them.

The soles were so moist that I thought they might be steamy, but they smelled far worse than the socks I had just worn.

"You're going to sniff here, right?”

Tomoharu seems to have taken Goro's words to heart, opening his toes dexterously and thrusting them out to expose his knuckles.

”Oh, oh.”

I decided to insert my nose between the toes.

As soon as I inserted it, I felt the sticky fluid sticking to my nose, and my sense of touch told me how steamy it was.

That's when it happened.

"Ahh!Oh my god! Mmmmmm！♡"

Because of Goro's grip on my cock through my sock, I inhaled the smell of Tomoharu's feet instead of my own timing.

For a moment, the smell was so overpowering that it nearly blew my consciousness away.

The fierce smell of his feet entered my nose like a bullet from the entrance, exploded inside, and penetrated my head with its scent.

I thought I had smelled it before, but it smelled like a weapon.

And yet, I kept my dick even harder and kept my nose out of the crotch of my leg.

And then, of course, I smelled it again.

"Mmm♡Ohhhh！！♡♡♡"

Ohhhhh♡Smellyyyyyy♡

The smell was unbearable and yet I wanted more of it.

"Ohhhh♡

”What's wrong Daisuke!”

Goro started squeezing my cock through my socks, and I let out a strange sound from the pleasure.

"Nothing! ....just stay there!"

The socks, which were originally damp from Goro's sweaty feet, sucked in my juices that had leaked out from my excitement, and I was wrapped up in the warm, damp feeling as they rubbed up and down, smelling Tomoharu's stinky feet.

It was impossible not to feel good about it.

I can't help it, I'm so aroused, and the pleasure of my cock makes me squirm.

But he didn't want me to miss it, so he put one of his hands behind my back to make sure I didn't slip back.

"Mmmm♡"

"Oh, really? You look like you're in a lot of pain, did you smell that?”

”I'm fine, I'm fine.”

The smell and the pleasure of it made my voice rise, but I managed to answer.

"Daisuke, how does it feel to be rubbed by my socks?”

Goro's voice was so hot that it even stimulated my hearing. 

He continued to rub the umbrella of my cock up and down in the slippery sock, and my cock began to tickle.

I don't know where he learned that, but he rubs my cock with his sock exactly where it feels good.

"It feels nice and cold when you sucks it like that."

When I saw the look on Tomoharu's face as he said that with a laugh, I felt a strong ejaculation.

Aahh!♡

I love Tomoharu's face.

Ohh♡♡

I love Tomoharu's smelly feet.

"Hey, how's my health?”

He reminded me that this is how it's supposed to be.

"Dad, you need to sniff and analyze more to know.”

"Oh, really?”

In order to keep the sniffing going, Gorou said something appropriate to Tomoharu.

My cock was being pleasured in my socks, making small, disgusting water sounds.

"Mmmm ♡”

"Hey, are you sure you're okay?”

"I'm fine, I'm fine."

As I answered, I sniffed the strong scent of his feet, which increased the pleasure even more.

I have to hold back. I can't come. But I'm going to come. I want to come. 

I want to cum in Goro's sock while sniffing Tomoharu's smelly feet. 

I want to ejaculate into his sock.

I was at the point where I couldn't hold back anymore.

"Daisuke, I'll make sure your father doesn't find out even if you come, so please don't worry."

Goro was tempting me to ejaculate like the devil.

"It's starting to tickle."

In addition to that, Tomoharu moved his toes and they entered my nostrils.

"Mmmm!♡"

The smell was so sharp that it was a definite stimulus to my nostrils.

"Mmmm... ！！！！！！！！！！！！

I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming!

"I want you to cum in my socks."

I ejaculated as Goro whispered those words to me.

"♡！！！！！！！！！！！！！"

Just as I was about to scream out from the tremendous pleasure, Goro covered my mouth.

With his hand holding my other sock...

The pleasure that comes to me several times makes my body tremble, and I am forced to sniff Goro's sock, which smells not as bad as Tomoharu's bare feet.

"Ohhh♡♡Mmmm♡♡♡"

I spit my semen into the sock of the covered one.

"Oh, hey, what's wrong?"

Tomoharu asked with a curious look on his face as Goro suddenly covered my mouth.

"Daisuke was about to be attacked by the smell of your feet, so I saved him."

"What? Are you okay, Daisuke?

Goro's hand and sock left my face and I saw Tomoharu's face looking at me with concern.

"I'm fine..."

"Don't force yourself to smell it."

"You're right, you have smelly feet."

"After all that sniffing,...So, how was my health?”

”Ohh♡"

With a sound of water, Goro removes his socks from my cock, wiping the semen from it.

"What's wrong? "

"Oh, no, you're healthy. There's nothing wrong with you at all."

I said calmly, but under the table Goro was tucking my cock into his underwear and zipping up his pants.

"Thank God. It'd be a disaster if you got sick or something now."

Tomoharu has no doubts about what Goro and I have done.

I did something that betrayed him once again.

When I stepped away from the table, Tomoharu had opened a new can of beer and was drinking it.

”I'm going to go to my room now. See you later, Daisuke.”

Holding his socks, Goro stood up, gave me a hint of a smile, and quickly went upstairs.

I couldn't make Goro give up.

I felt disgusted with myself along with the weariness I felt after ejaculating.

"Here you are."

Tomoharu hands me a beer.

"Oh, thanks."

"Drink it."

"Yeah."

I opened the can and gulped down the beer.

The beer was already warm as it went down my throat.

"Hey, about what we were talking about earlier...”

”Earlier...?"

Oh, you're talking about how important Goro is.

I had completely forgotten about it because of everything that had happened.

"You're talking about Goro, right?"

"Yeah, that's right."

"I know Goro's important, but what about it?"

"......"

"Hey."

"...... Goro loves you, doesn't he?"

"...... What?"

Why would Tomoharu know that...

Did he notice it in some way? 

I don't know.

”I've known her for a long time, and I guess I like her like a family member."

What a cliché the words I desperately spun were.

I can't think straight.

"You don't have to cheat. Goro likes you in a romantic sense, doesn't he?"

"What the...!"

"I fell asleep the other night when we were drinking. I fell asleep the last time we drank and had to get up once to go pee."

"......"

Don't tell me you were awake when I was doing it to Tomoharu...

"I woke up and you weren't there. I thought you had left, but then I heard you talking upstairs."

You were really asleep when I was doing all that stuff with Tomoharu's legs...

That's good... but not good at all! It's not good at all!

"I heard you guys talking from Goro's room. I was going to call out to him, but he was talking seriously, so I listened for a while even though I knew I shouldn't..."

I remember now.

On that day, I only let Tomoharu take off one of his socks.

But when I left, I noticed that he was barefoot.

This means that Tomoharu was awake at that time.

"What did you hear...?"

"I'm sure you've heard that You've been in love with me since middle school and that Goro loves you..."

"......"

It's the worst.

It's too bad.

I've had a crush on him for years.

I've been trying to keep it to myself for a long time, but I can't believe he found out about it like this.

"Did you hear anything else?"

”No, that's all I heard."

"I see."

Tomoharu is the kind of man who says that.

"I care about Goro. As a parent, you naturally want your child to be happy."

Oh... I don't want to hear it.

I don't want to hear it.

I understand what you're saying, Tomoharu.

I feel the same way.

You can't make Goro happy even if he loves me.

That's why you want me to disappear from Goro's life.

I understand. I know that too.

But I don't want to hear that you want me to disappear.

I don't want to hear that you want me to disappear. 

"I don't have any prejudice against men or anything like that. People are free to fall in love. But Goro is still young. He's too young... so I think his feelings are just a temporary thing during puberty. But he's stubborn like me, so he probably wouldn't listen to me even if I told him."

"......"

I'm not sure what to do. 

"But if it continues for a long time, it won't be enough."

...... I know, I know. You just want me gone...

"......"

Oh...this is ridiculous.

It's all my fault, so why am I hurting?

It's my fault for falling in love with Tomoharu.

If I hadn't fallen in love with him, I wouldn't have gotten so close to Goro.

If I hadn't laid my hands on Tomoharu while he was sleeping, Goro might never have told me how he felt about me.

It's all my fault.

"...... Daisuke, as I said before, I care about you too. It's not the same as you, but I like you too, and I want you to stay. I know it's selfish of me, but..."

"Then what do you want me to do..."

"...Dump Goro and tell him you don't want to see him anymore..."

"I've already told him I can't go out with him... not seeing him is... difficult for a number of reasons..."

Goro has my weakness in his hands.

You can't say no to him because of that...

"I don't know what those circumstances are, but it's better if you have a reason to reject him..."

"What do you mean, a reason to reject me?"

"I'm still in love with Chiaki. I still love Chiaki, and my child Goro is more important than myself... I don't care what happens to me for Goro's sake."

"So what's the point?"

”It may be difficult for me to like you in the same sense that you like me. If that's okay with you, you can go out with me.”

”What?”

What the hell is he talking about?

"Goro knows that Daisuke likes me, right? If that's the case, then if you and I go out, it'll be a reason for me to reject you.”

"That's ridiculous... you mean you're going to lie and cheat on Goro by saying you went out with him after all."

"No, we're really going out. We're really going out."

"You said you'd never fall in love with me, so what's the point of such a token relationship... are you mocking me?"

What do you mean I'm important?

What do you mean, you want me to stay forever?

You're just using my feelings for Tomoharu to tie me down...

"I'm not making fun of you."

"Then what do you mean we're going out? Are you going to have sex with me if I want it?”

I don't know what I'm saying...

”Yeah”

”What?”

”I told you we'd be together. I want you to be there for me. I'll have sex you if you want me to.”

I've seen this look before.

I think that was when Tomoharu consulted me about falling in love with Chiaki...

It's the same eyes.

"Okay, ...... Tomoharu, kiss me right now."

"Okay..."

Tomoharu stands up and comes closer to me.

Our lips come together.

Tomoharu's beard hurts just a little.

Ah...

I really don't know what I'm doing...

It's really...

I'm the worst.