Sin-Eater - Chapter 24: Admiration (Patreon)

Canta isn’t really sure what is that he had expected as the carriage draws into the gates of the city, as Alleluia’s bewildered face stares out together with his. Water. A rushing waterfall crashes down against the ground below, falling from the highest point of the white-stone walls and they’re heading right towards it.

“The fuck is that?” asks Canta.

“You might want to close the window,” advises Valenti.

“Huh…?” asks Canta, tugging on Alleluia, to get her to come back inside.

“Water,” says Salvador.

“Water?” asks Canta.

“Water,” replies Salvador, plain as day.

 Canta yelps, grabbing the window as Alleluia pulls herself back inside. He quickly pushes it closed, just as the carriage approaches the waterfall. As they go through it, the surge loudly crashes against the roof, rattling the entire carriage. Canta can’t help but wonder if the many soldiers and priests aren’t having a bad time out there.

“What’s with that?” asks Canta loudly, pointing at the water pouring down the windows, as he raises his voice to speak louder than the roaring waterfall crashing against the roof of the cart.

“Water,” says Salvador.

“I see that!” yells Canta at the man. “But why?!” he asks, shrugging. Alleluia presses her face against the glass, looking out at the stream pouring down the sides of the carriage.

Valenti explains, as the sound becomes quieter, as they apparently have gone through the gate now. “The water washes away any sins.”

“Huh? Really?” asks Canta, raising an eyebrow as the claim is impressive. But he is skeptical about its validity. He can still smell the sins outside of the cart. Minor, tiny ones, but present nonetheless.

“It’s symbolic,” says Salvador, looking out of the window. “Plus, after a long march, it’s what you look forward to most,” he states, staring longingly out of the window as if reminiscing on older days. Canta can hear them now, the voices from outside. The priests and soldiers that had accompanied them, as unserious as ever, seem to be having the time of their lives, playing in the water like a bunch of excited children.

“Huh…” says Canta, looking at Alleluia’s excited, wide-eyed expression as she turns back to look at him for a second.

“Can I open the window again?” she asks.

“You may,” says Valenti, nodding to her with a smile.

The city is massive, filled with large, white-stone structures that look as if they had been destroyed and rebuilt several times over. But not in a decrepit way that one might attribute to ruins, but rather, the obvious reconstructions seem to add on to the old bones and ornate pillars of the city with a new layer of detailed craftsmanship, rather than to try to hide or obscure them.

Much like the dead tree in the center of the city, the old pieces of the stonework are ancient scars, testaments of some great happening having once taken place here, in an era long since forgotten.

The rattling of the carriage, while still loud, does little to overpower the many voices and sensations taking place all around them. While Canta had perhaps secretly wished for some grand welcoming of some kind, he is at the same time, relieved to see that the many people simply go about their business, letting the soldiers and priests march through without so much as a cheer or a happy cry. At most, the occasional wave comes, but then seemingly only from acquaintances of those in the rank and file, rather than as a gesture of welcoming. Though one or two of the soldiers do get greeted by excited people, who Canta assumes are their families.

“Canta! Look!” says Alleluia, leaning out forward a little further. Canta nervously looks ahead, as he hears the wooden wall of the carriage groan from the weight of her body leaning against it. Though he isn’t sure what it is that he is supposed to see, specifically. Perhaps she was just gesturing to anything and everything.

She points to something, asking him what it is. Then, before he can finish explaining, she moves on to the next thing and then the next thing, her hand apparently hardly able to keep up with her eyes. Canta isn’t able to keep up to begin with.

Large white-stone buildings line the city, branching off in all directions into small, divergent roads. Much of the architecture is covered in bright green ferns and ivy that adds to the odd mixture of ancient, yet restored. Though all of the greenery seems well tended to and not like its out of control.

The streets are filled with people of all manner wearing all sorts of, in his eyes, odd outfits, in all kinds of colors and cuts. But, then again…

Canta spares a nervous glance back behind himself, down at his dress. Perhaps it’s for the best that there isn’t a welcoming ceremony of any kind.

He spares a look at Alleluia. Her excited, childlike eyes dart every which way, looking at every oddity. It reminds him of when they escaped the dungeon. She spares a few excited waves for some children that run after the cart. “Hello!” she calls out to them, waving and laughing as she smiles. Canta rolls his eyes, but smiles himself as he sits back down and looks at the two men across from him, deciding to let her have her fun.

“Yup, that’s a city all right,” he says, looking up at the roof of the carriage. “I don’t remember anything like this though.”

Valenti nods. “That’s possible. The length between death and a rebirth can be… substantial.”

“Huh,” says Canta, ruffling his hair as he thinks. He turns his head, looking to the side at Alleluia, who is still stuck head first out of the window. He clears his throat, staring for a second too long at what there is of her to see, before he turns back forward. “I wonder how long I was out for then?” He ponders, crossing his arms. “It must have been a while for a city like this to appear. Then again…”

“Then again?” asks Salvador.

Canta shrugs. “I don’t really remember too much from my old life, so… hmm… oh well, it’s probably not important.”

“Probably not,” says Valenti. “If the gods had deemed it so, they would have left you there.”

Canta tilts his head, about to argue with the man, considering what a dick the universe seems to be, as far as he has seen it. But then he decides it might be best to let it rest. No need to make an enemy right away.

There is a loud knocking on the side of the cart. All four of them look, as Salvador opens the door on his side. A soaking wet man, riding one of the large birds alongside the cart, leans down and speaks to him. “The preparations are ready, sir,” says the soldier, holding onto his reins. “Should I give the alert?”

Salvador looks back to the two of them and then turns to the man on the Anqa. “Do it.” The soldier nods and rides off. Canta jumps to his feet. “I knew it! You suspicious fucks!” he yells. “What are you up to? An alert for what?!”

Valenti and Salvador exchange a look, before turning back to him. “You really are rather untrusting, sin-eater,” says head-priest Valenti, before sighing. “The god’s chosen are warmly welcomed to our city.”

“No…” mutters Canta, knowing what is coming next.

“- So, now that I’ve ruined the surprise,” starts Valenti, clasping his hands together and smiling brightly. “Let me, in the name of the church, welcome you to the capital of our nation!” says the head-priest.

“No!” barks Canta, “Don’t welcome me to the city! I don’t -“

A bell starts ringing loudly in the distance. He stops, his finger drooping as he listens to its chorus echo out around from wall to wall, filling the lively city with the sharp reverberations. The city, filled with chaotic noise only a second ago, suddenly seems to have fallen deathly quiet, as if the only sounds left were the churning of the carriage and the singing of the bells.

Then another one starts ringing, then another one.

The cart, going at a marching pace, lurches as it slows down further. All around, Canta can hear voices start to gather, excited whispers growing into murmurs, which then grow in solid, strong words that fill the air all around them, as if they had intruded on a buzzing hive.

“Tell them to stop!” pleads Canta.

“What’s the matter, sun-flower?” asks Alleluia.

“You know damned well, what’s the matter!” he yells at her. She frowns at him, lifting her nose.

“You’re being very rude to me and to our hosts, they clearly went through a lot of effort!”

Canta clutches his head. “I’m the one going through a lot here right now, okay?!”

A voice calls out from outside, Canta recognizes it as belonging to one of the higher ranking soldiers. His words echoing out around the streets, as the carriage seems to rise up an incline. Canta hears a heavy thudding of boots above his head, as someone climbs atop the carriage.

“THE NORTH-WIND RISES!” yells the guard. The crowd around them erupts into a series of vehement cries and jubilant cheers. Canta quickly climbs onto the back of the bench and slams his fist against the roof.

“It better fucking not!” he yells. Alleluia grabs him, pulling him down with a tug. “Shove your ‘north-wind’ up yo- HEY! Let me go!”

“The wicked shall be cleansed!”

The crowd cheers. The bells ring.

“The deviant shall be made pure!”

The cheers begin to turn into a series of chants. Canta recognizes the voices of the first chanters as belonging to the priests, who had accompanied them. They seem to lead the chant, which then infects the many people all around them, turning their chaotic hollers and shouts into something organized and defined.

“Sin-Eater! Sin-Eater! Sin-Eater!” start the priests and then the crowd follows, their thousands of eyes, thousands of words and thousands of footsteps moving after the slowing cart. Canta silently prays that Alleluia will crush his neck and let him not exist for a little while, at least until all of this is over.

There is the sound of a loud thudding, of metal striking against stones. The cart comes to a stop.

The thudding comes again.

Then again.

Then again, like a drumming, like the beating of a heart as hundreds of lances, spears, swords, axes, boots thud against the stones of the world below.

“GLORY!” The ground shakes. “GLORY!” The ground shakes. “GLORY!” The ground shakes. Someone grabs the door of the carriage and pulls it open.

“Don’t do this to me!” begs Canta, looking up at Alleluia. She tilts her head, smiling down at him, her wide, cold eyes not blinking. “Let’s have a lot of fun in this new life of ours together, Can-ta!” she says, kissing his forehead and rising to her feet. Head-priest Valenti holds his hand out to the side, gesturing to the door with a bowed head.

Canta is holding his breath, trying to suffocate himself. But he doesn’t manage, his urge to breath overriding any impulses of escape he may have harbored. The burning in his lungs, undeniable proof of his shattered hopes.

“In the name of the holy spirits, welcome to our home,” says Valenti, as Alleluia steps out of the carriage, into the cool evening air. Canta looks all around him with wide, animalistically fearful eyes, as they step out onto a large stone platform. It seems to be a stone foundation that is raised above the street, blocked off for anyone not permitted to enter. A white-stone balcony of sorts that overlooks a plaza below from a height.

“Glory!”

“Save us!”

“Make us clean!”

It doesn’t matter how much Canta fidgets and kicks and squirms and struggles, he is unable to escape Alleluia’s ironclad grasp, as she steps forward, walking towards the railing of the balcony. Heavily armored guards stand on either side of them, creating an alley, the bases of the shafts of their lances thudding against the stones. It doesn’t matter how strong his own heart thuds in his breast, it doesn’t matter how many drops of sweat bead and pearl down his face as her steps continue to move forward, like the rhythmic pulsation of the chanting, of the weapons striking the ground, all of it coming together to create one all-connecting heartbeat, that in this moment, binds every single soul present here as one, none of it matters. Because this time, there is no escape. Not even death will come to spare him this befoulment of his purity.

There is a strong breeze present up here that washes over his skin, as a thousand faces down below and then a thousand more behind them, all stare up towards him as the two of them reach the balcony.

Head-priest Valenti stands next to them. “HALLOW!” shouts the man, spreading his arms out wide as his voice echoes out over the crowd. Canta isn’t sure what he expects. Some great speech on moral virtue, some song and dance number, maybe even a verse of some holy scripture to be cited. But all that happens is that Valenti points to Canta.

Alleluia lifts him higher, making sure that there isn’t an inch of him to hide.

“SIN-EATER!” yells high-priest Valenti and the crowd erupts into a roar, into a cheer like Canta has never thought possible. The noise of their thousands of voices, all coming up to meet him as one great roar, as one destructive, furious cry of a dragon that envelops him whole.

In this instant, in this flash of the end of his life, as far as he sees it, in that second as Alleluia holds him out and up into the air, knowing exactly what it is that she’s doing, Canta silently wishes that he had put on some underwear today.

He does his best to hold the dress in place. But the oddly strong wind makes it very difficult.

“THE NORTH-WIND HAS COME TO CLEANSE US!”