HELP ME DECIDE (Patreon)

Hi, I want to ask you some opinions, recently I like a lot of female characters in games, specifically Genshin Impact and Honkai Star Rail. But most of them are characters with very big breasts. I have many times wanted to have breast augmentation surgery to complete those characters, but if I do that, I'm afraid that in the future I won't be able to cosplay shouta characters. also, so I want to ask you guys, is it weird that I only wear a bra when cosplaying big-breasted female characters, throughout the photo shoot? Or should I not do it at all?