I want to ask about this month videos and about Iroha album (Patreon)

Iroha was taken a day after I was discharged from the hospital, so my face still has the effect of painkillers, so I don't know if you guys think it's bad? because i'm very worried that it's not worth the money you support me :( , so i made up for you a lot of Bridget's videos it also shows a lot, I'm really shy, because it's never revealed so much..... hope it will make up for you , if still not enough I will find a way to make up for next month. Thank you