Anything for Her Lord (Kokkoro/Reader from Princess Connect: Re-Dive) (Patreon)

“...my lord…?”

That nervous yet slightly exhilarated tone had become increasingly prominent throughout the last several weeks. It belonged to a girl who had gradually learned to detect signs of your slumber, the quiet question and the subsequent lack of response serving as her confirmation.

Kokkoro had started her investigation hastily, waiting only a matter of minutes after you started to snore.

Fake snore, that is. She did not need to know you were still awake. She'd feel guilty-- not only for what she had been doing to you for the last several weeks, but also because she had disturbed your slumber. Kokkoro was just too precious to upset-- even if her antics were being done without permission and that was arguably not a good thing.

But, well, the results weren’t exactly something you’d complain about. That was why you allowed her to act while she believed you were dreaming.

The Sarendia Orphanage was always the scene of the crime. Not even the place that offered a roof above your head was free from her mischievous acts… which you greatly enjoyed and could never scold her for. Though the nights here were tranquil, that did not mean life here was easy. Chores were abundant, and while they were usually manageable enough, the frequent adventuring with the Gourmet Guild certainly made them a chore whenever you returned home and had to get them done.

Today was a fortunate day, for you had been granted an evening of rest from any household responsibilities. Saren understood it was best not to bother two individuals who had been out of the house almost the entire day, though she was probably influenced by the sludge-like substance the two of you were covered in when you returned. It was a good thing the house had more than one bathroom. Besides, Kokkoro always went above and beyond whenever she could for this place. You did your part too. The respite was earned.

Exhausting days, however, did not always result in easy slumbers-- not originally, at least. Over the last several weeks, you had awakened feeling far more refreshed than the norm. Your initial suspicion was that you had miraculously gotten used to your sleeping arrangements and it was simple as that.

But when the real cause of the change started being a little too reckless, you learned fast that there was a very special reason you always woke up so wonderfully.

“...asleep so quickly,” Kokkoro mumbled quietly, letting out the faintest of giggles. “It has been a tiring day for you, has it not, my lord?”

You would have responded if you weren’t supposed to be feigning sleep. Doing so was difficult, but you were determined to see this through to the end.

When you first awakened in this world-- devoid of all memories-- Kokkoro was the first person you laid your eyes upon. She had been instructed by Lady Ameth to become your personal guide and attendant, a responsibility she took seriously. Sometimes, too seriously.Regardless, you were eternally grateful for her assistance; an amnesiac needed all the help they could get.

Kokkoro had done so much for you, and at times, you genuinely felt bad that you could not reciprocate her level of devotion.

What was currently happening was yet another example of that, though it was admittedly difficult to feel anything remotely close to guilt.

Not when you were feeling amazing.

Kokkoro had recently taken her adherence to the next level, though had opted to do so discreetly, likely not wanting to face the embarrassment that would result from her little secret being discovered by her lord.

Upon surmising you were sound asleep, she had carefully climbed into your bed. Her small figure worked to her advantage, placing a minimal amount of additional weight onto the bed. It was no wonder you had slept through so much of this until recently. She was very good at being careful.

Well, until recently.

Kokkoro slipped under the covers, doing so just as delicately. She exercised a great deal of patience, making her movements as minimal as they could be. If someone were to walk into the room now, they would assume she was just providing warmth to her lord. Kokkoro was obviously not being anything inappropriate. She simply wasn’t the type!

And that was the truth! Performing some special duties while everybody-- including her lord-- were asleep? There wasn’t anything heretic about that at all. She simply could not perform as vigilantly if she was concerned about outside interference!

Ah, who were you kidding? Obviously not yourself.

Once Kokkoro was satisfied she was mentally ready, she started to slither carefully down the bed, not stopping until she could reach your underwear. She gently pulled them down, exposing tonight’s target of her affection. After a few adjusting movements, you felt a soft pair of lips land on your erect member, followed by another kiss, and another kiss, and…

This was as natural to her as breathing air.

You were glad she hadn’t questioned why you were already erect. It made sense from your perspective-- you knew a cute girl was about to give you head, but she didn’t know that you knew!

Kokkoro, however, was not as pure as she appeared. The scent of your cock entering her nostrils had undeniably awakened an almost primal-like lust within her. Her kisses and licks were becoming increasingly frequent, and within no time at all, she was abandoning that carefulness she had utilized so effectively before.

That was the reason you had discovered her secret nighttime shenanigans. Every subsequent night of service had amplified her arousal, gradually making her service lose its grace as she lost herself further to the depravity that was lust.

It was the pressure that came from your cock pushing up against the back of her throat that had woken you up mere days ago. It was fortunate you had not flinched or expressed anything resembling a startle back then. The pleasure-- and the shock of who was providing it-- had instead immobilized you, letting you process the revelation that Kokkoro was a degenerate little thing.

“You’re so big, my lord~”

She spoke in a whisper that could barely be comprehended. It was ironic, for she seemingly did not notice how loud the smacks of her lips against your manhood were in comparison.

Kokkoro hadn’t taken it into her mouth yet. Her specialty seemed to be coating your entire cock in her saliva before she did such a thing, as demonstrated when she guided her wet tongue up and down your shaft. Though you couldn’t see her expression due to the darkness and the sanctuary of the covers, seeing the bump that was her body moving up and down was a welcome alternative.

One day, you wanted to see what this adorable girl actually looked like sucking your dick.

You’d confront Kokkoro about all this eventually. For now, you were content with enjoying this unique phase of your relationship with her white it lasted. She had no idea that you knew what she was doing, and that was hot!

Kokkoro’s eagerness to cover you in her fluids extended down to your balls too. She sucked on them as gently as she could, letting out the most adorable moans as she did so. She retreated momentarily, needing a moment to recover her breath, but it wasn’t long before she was slobbering all over them with her tongue. Her soft and small hands did not remain idle while she did this; one rested on your thigh, while the other was wrapped around your shaft, jerking you off at a slow but breathtaking pace.

This was why you had started sleeping so soundly.

Nothing could beat the pure pleasure and relaxation that came from her working her mouth. It was incredible.

The best part? Kokkoro was a swallower. All that pent up sexual desire throughout the day… she’d take it all, not leaving a single shred of evidence.

Morning would then arrive, and she would be her ordinary self, not even hinting at what she had done. Something about that thought made you throb, and luckily, your little helper did not interpret that as a cause for concern-- far from it.

Instead, Kokkoro trailed her tongue all the way from the bottom of your balls to the tip of your torch. Planting one final and very sloppy kiss on your glans, her head sunk, enveloping your manhood within her warm and compact mouth. How she was able to take so much in was a mystery. You were big. Her mouth? Not so much.

The thought of peeling away the covers and letting your eyes feast on such an incredible sight was unbearably tempting, but you put her feelings first. Such an act would be disastrous for her courage and confidence.

You instead kept your eyes shut, letting that immense pleasure flow throughout your body as you imagined what it could look like instead. It wasn’t the first time you had conjured up such a view within your mind, nor would it be the last; the slurping sounds she was making while she bobbed her head helped the immersion amazingly.

Yet, as satisfying as it all was, you still really wanted to know what it really looked like…

…a little peek wouldn’t hurt, surely?

Kokkoro was so immersed in what she was doing. She wouldn’t notice.

But then again, it was so dark, so would you even be able to see anything…?

These endless questions came to a halt when Kokkoro decided she had teased enough. She paused for a moment, taking a deep breath before gobbling up your cock in its entirety, resting her nose against your skin for some time. The humidity surrounding your most sensitive area made you shiver, and when she suddenly released your dick, you feared she suspected you had awakened. When she breathed deeply for several seconds, those worries were put to rest. She had just overexerted herself!

But only a few seconds later, she was back at it, bobbing her head up and down in a frenzied state. It mattered not to her that she was exhausted and needed to recuperate-- not when her lord’s cock was right there and waiting to be pleasured.

Kokkoro’s enthusiasm and determination were soon rewarded when you felt that familiar feeling begin to brew from within. You weren’t sure whether or not she could feel it coming, but no matter the answer, it did nothing to hinder her rhythm.

You heard a faint hum as you came, letting out everything into her mouth as you fought back valiantly against every spasm. It was difficult, especially when it felt so good, but Kokkoro was so occupied with swallowing your semen that she seemingly did not notice any movements.

Although the pleasure was immense, it did not last very long. Be that as it may, the rush of relaxation that replaced it was just as welcome.

This was how Kokkoro did it. She’d satisfy all those accumulating sexual needs you had no time to do anything about throughout the day, letting you slumber with ease afterward.

You were almost ready to do just that, but something unexpected happened.

Kokkoro opted to pull back the covers in their entirety. She did so gradually, still believing you were sleeping peacefully, but that didn’t change that the act was… odd. Through the darkness, you could see the silhouette of her figure as she stood… and began to strip her pajamas. Though so much was obscured by the lack of light, you could make out the majesty of her petite figure. Small as she was, she had some impressive hips and legs. When she momentarily turned to the side, you were able to glimpse at her small breasts too. These views, even enclosed in shadows, naturally reinvigorated your manhood.

But there was a reason she was now naked, and not much time passed before your suspicions proved to be correct. Kokkoro returned to the bed, being mindful of every single action she took. She was about to do something immensely risky… and frankly, you were shocked she had the courage to even make it this far.

Arousal was a scary thing.

On one hand, you couldn’t blame her for what she was about to do; she had sucked your cock so many times… yet had done nothing to relieve herself from the pressure between her legs. Kokkoro had needs too, and here, she had something she could use to satisfy them.

Slowly, but surely, she straddled your lap. Your rejuvenated manhood rested between her thighs, the base intersecting with a particularly wet patch. She was breathing heavily, not moving from her seat for some time. Kokkoro’s mind was doubtlessly ablaze with so many thoughts-- good, bad, and everywhere in-between.

But they did not hold her back forever. Having fought and won her mental war, Kokkoro conscientiously lifted her body, taking hold of your member with a single hand and keeping it raised skyward. As she was so concentrated on what she was doing, you saw no reason not to open your eyes and observe.

Kokkoro was quivering, the culprit a mixture of anxiety and excitement. This condition did not do her any favors when she tried to position herself adequately, the lack of success through her many attempts calling forth impatience and frustration.

Was it cute to witness? Obviously.

Was it a sign it was probably time to act? Absolutely.

If she was going to lose your virginity-- and take yours-- it was only fair you were a part of the process.

“Kokkoro…?”

You whispered to her very quietly, all in the hopes that your voice would be loud enough to reach her, but not to the extent that it would startle her.

It did not work.

“M-My l-lord…?!” Kokkoro panicked, unsure how to defend her actions-- because she couldn’t. “I… I…”

You should have known she’d react poorly. Somebody calling out to her while she was trying to concentrate on having sex for the first time with somebody she believed was sound asleep? Now that was an easy catalyst for hysteria.

Did you feel guilty? Somewhat. It wouldn’t have been right to remain silent though. Sucking you off whilst she believed you were sleeping was one thing… but having sex?

Besides, she clearly needed a helping hand with that one.

“Kokkoro, it’s okay. I promise,” you reacted as swiftly as you could, making certain all her attention was on you before you continued. “Look-- I know what you’ve been doing, and it’s okay! I’ve been enjoying it. A lot, actually!”

“I…”

Although you could barely see her, you knew tears were flowing down her face.

Hopefully, your reassurance would stop them.

Kokkoro understandably needed a moment or two to process what you were saying; she doubtlessly had not anticipated being caught, nor had she expected you to say that in response to her big secret being exposed.

“Do you… really mean that…?”

She still sounded distraught, but not to the level she was at moments before. That was good.

“I do,” you spoke as calmly as you could. “And you’re pretty good at what you do, you know. I’m genuinely impressed.”

Kokkoro was not expecting to be complimented on her ability. It brought forth confusion as well as embarrassment, and while those still weren’t ideal emotions to have flowing through her head, they were far preferable to what she was experiencing before.

“I…” she mumbled, her mind ablaze with all sorts of emotions, and the revelation that everything was okay despite being caught wasn’t helping that. She ultimately decided to climb down from your lap, sitting on the bed instead. You followed her approach, carefully maneuvering your legs so you could sit next to her and provide all the comfort one could ask for if necessary. “I’m… not sure what to say…”

“Would you lay down on your back for me, then?”

“...huh…?”

Having not expected a request, Kokkoro was puzzled.

“If we’re going to go through with this, then it will be easier if you’re on your back.”

Losing one’s virginity was no trivial matter. Kokkoro was going to get hurt. It was your job as her new lover to minimize her pain. You believed the best bet was to reverse the previous positions. This way, you could gradually enter her, and immediately stop should she feel agony.

“I… are you certain? I have… not been a good attendant… and yet…”

Kokkoro could not easily forget that she had been acting inappropriately. It mattered not that it was to ultimately aid you. This particular instance was unorthodox and that could not be disregarded so easily.

Not without the help of a kiss, at least.

It felt surreal to finally land your lips on hers. It was something you had always wanted to do for the longest time, yet the fear of a negative response had held you back.

The irony was not lost on you.

Kokkoro was stunned by your ambush, though the shiver it induced was short-lived, for she wasted no time in kissing you back. It started slowly and tenderly, especially on her end. When her anxiety gradually faded away, she incremented how passionately she returned the smooches dramatically, letting nothing but the love she had for her lord guide her actions.

No longer were there tears. No longer was there any stress. No longer was there any worry.

When the kiss broke, there was only one more thing you wanted to do before you finally did the deed.

“Kokkoro…” you spoke as silently as you could, but because you were so close, she heard everything clearly. She exhaled, not used to hearing you say her name in such an aroused manner. “May I see you? It will be easier if the lights are on.”

Considering you were shrouded in the shadows, it was miraculous you were able to kiss her successfully.

Kokkoro took a moment to respond, contemplating what her response would be, and it was an adorable one. “...j-just the lamp, please…”

That was a good choice. Lighting up the entire room could also attract the other denizens of this place and that wasn’t a desired outcome.

With the room now semi-illuminated, you were finally able to see everything she had to offer, and she looked amazing.

Her hips, her thighs, her small chest, her shoulders, her flustered expression… you couldn’t keep your eyes on a singular part. She was the perfect blend of cute and sexy.

Kokkoro did take some time to observe your body, but it was clear her eyes were enjoying one particular feast more than the others. “Ahh…” she exhaled. “I’ve… never seen it like this before…”

She reached out a hand, firmly grasping it without any hesitation whatsoever. Her apprehensiveness about, well, everything, was now a thing of the past. She exhaled again when it throbbed, a satisfied giggle emerging from her lips shortly after.

“Do you like what you see?”

The question had an obvious answer, but you wanted to hear her say it. It would serve as confirmation that she was feeling okay.

“I do, my lord,” she answered. “I love that it’s so big…”

Kokkoro had mentioned that earlier, but to hear her say it to you directly, knowing you could hear…

“Not big enough to not fit, I hope.”

You were never going to get tired of those sultry exhales of hers. She had fully embraced her arousal, and the thought of finally going all the way was making her blush so adorably. Kokkoro, recalling what you had asked her to do moments ago, proceeded to lay down on the bed.

Your adorable attendant was understandably feeling a little apprehensive about what she was about to do. Her mind was a complete mess-- the kissing both aiding and worsening that-- but after everything she had done and what she had been offered, it was easy to focus on the excitement.

That was why you acted carefully and steadily, almost mimicking how she had been treating you throughout these last few weeks. You first got into position, giving her time to breathe as she realized how prominent the size difference was. You then allowed her time to adjust to the sensation of your cock nudging against her pussy.

Satisfied she was ready, you aimed your manhood at her entrance and cautiously pushed, watching for any signs of pain. You hated the idea that something like this could hurt someone so precious to you, but you held back those thoughts, knowing unfathomable pleasure awaited.

It took some force, but ultimately, you were able to slide the head of your member inside her pussy. The pressure made your lover wince, but she didn’t look too troubled by the initial penetration. Convinced all was well, you continued, sinking more and more of your cock into her unbelievably compact and humid pussy. She was unbelievably wet, the cause undoubtedly the blowjob she had given you earlier. It was making penetration easier, and hopefully minimizing any unpleasantness.

You gazed up at her expression, fearing it would transition into something bad. Not once did she ever look upset. A little overwhelmed at worst, but overall, she was taking it… really well!

“How does it feel…?” you asked, just to make sure all was well. Kokkoro never wanted you to worry about her, so maybe she was putting on a brave face.

“It… ah… really is quite big, my lord…” she chuckled, gifting you with a delighted smile, calming your anxiety tremendously. “It makes me so happy… that I am accepting you like this…”

Kokkoro’s approval encouraged your efforts, and eventually, you were able to fit everything her insides were capable of taking. Your tip nudged against the entrance to her womb, the foreign but welcome pressure making her hum with delight.

It felt inconceivably good. Her pussy was squeezing you strongly, satisfying every single sensitive part of your manhood. The best part, however, was seeing her look so happy! She had taken it so well, and was smiling with glee. Everything looked amazing between her legs too, and that faint cock-shaped bulge between her pussy and her stomach was an unexpected but appreciated testament to your raw size and her lack of it.

“My lord…” Kokkoro purred, her voice shaky but enthusiastic. “I want to feel it more… please…”

It was rare to hear Kokkoro being so demanding! Her wish was promptly granted when you carefully pulled out, tickling all her sensitive walls before you pushed right back in. She moaned joyfully, already feeling nothing but bliss, especially when you repeated the motions, getting faster and faster with each subsequent thrust. It was inconceivable to think she wasn’t even in the slightest pain. Perhaps it was a trait of the Elvenfolk?

Regardless, you were more than happy to pound away, taking hold of her hips while you treated her to the most incredible pleasure she had ever experienced. Though she was having the time of her life, her pussy fought back in defiance, tightening up and making it challenging to maintain your rhythm. Be that as it may, it couldn’t withstand mightier thrusts on your end, ultimately surrendering to the might of your cock once you started pounding her with all your strength.

“More… my lord…” Kokkoro cooed and cooed. “Moreeee pleeeaaaseee…”

You loved seeing this greedy side!

But if she wanted more, an adjustment of position was in order. There was only so much to do with her legs in the way, but that was a problem promptly solved when you gradually lowered your body onto hers, allowing her to wrap her legs around your back. You had planned to ask her to do that, but she had done it instinctively as if her body knew what you were about to do. Without any hurdles to block your path, you started to pound her pussy relentlessly, not even a single thought holding you back any longer as you constantly barraged her cervix with thrusts that left her screaming for more.

The one downside to this position was that the height difference had her head between your neck and chest, rather than your head. You wanted to kiss her!

But there was a benefit-- your body was essentially suffocating hers due to the size difference, effectively dampening the moans she was letting out. While you would have loved to hear them in all their glory, it would not be good to advertise your lovemaking to the rest of the orphanage. Karen would yell. Suzume would freak out. Kurumi would be scarred. Ayane would… probably say something unusual with Puukichi, but would probably be scarred too.

They were good girls. They did not need to know you were fucking Kokkoro so ruthlessly!

“Moooreeeeeeee!!!”

Kokkoro’s demands were becoming increasingly difficult to hear, all thanks to the sloppy sounds of sex. Fortunately, you were planning to ramp up the pace anyway. Were you getting carried away? Absolutely. Did you care? Of course not! Did Kokkoro care? That question did not need an answer.

It was just too addicting. The pressure… these sensations… the pure compactness of her insides…

You loved it. She loved it. Everything about this… felt so right. So overdue!

No longer did Kokkoro need to act discreetly during the night. From now on, once you had wished the other girls in this house a good night’s sleep, you would come back to the room you shared with her and treat her well for everything she did for you. She deserved no less.

“I’m…. I’m…!”

Kokkoro’s warning was barely comprehensible, but the abrupt tightening of her pussy communicated her intended message well. You pushed through her defenses one last time, nudging against her womb’s entrance. Kokkoro’s orgasm struck hard, her body spasming and the pressure around your manhood becoming borderline unbearable.

Unbearably good, that is. Her climax felt amazing for you too, being the trigger needed for your own.

You knew cumming inside her was a risky maneuver, but since this was your first time with her, you felt justified in filling her up. Besides, it wasn’t like you were pulling out anytime soon with how absurdly strong the grasp her pussy had around your dick was. Therefore, you embraced your orgasm without worry, satisfying to be filling up the womb of the girl you had fallen in love with.

The post-climax haze was strong, but somehow you managed to pull yourself away from Kokkoro and lay next to her. Through your blurry eyes, you watched as so much semen leaked from her pussy, though she was far too busy with her breathing to notice. The bed sheets were going to get stained, but so long as those were cleaned promptly, it would be okay.

It wasn’t anything to worry about now though.

Kokkoro, despite feeling so drained, tried her best to maneuver closer so she could cuddle. You accepted her embrace without hesitation, holding her closely while her breathing stabilized.

“My lord…” she whispered. “Thank you… not just for what we did… but also for forgiving my selfishness… I still am not sure if I have been a good attendant to you…”

“You’re the best attendant I could ask for, Kokkoro,” you did not hesitate to reassure her. “I promise you.”

“Ah… then I’m glad…”

Kokkoro’s doubts had been put to rest, and with that, she soon drifted away into a slumber. Careful not to disturb her sleep, you pulled the covers over the both of you.

There was going to be a lot of discussion about this night in the morning, but you lacked any energy to entertain what sort of questions could be asked.

The only thing that mattered now was falling asleep with your favorite person by your side.