not gunna lie (Patreon)

since ive been holding in all this shit about my breakup ive felt like garbo. but since ive taken this mini break and been drawing a ton of stuff for myself and with friends, its very cathartic. 

i have SO MUCH rage and despair and LOUD FEELINGS about silv/the breakup and doodling and sticking my head in a drawing has been helping drown the nonstop screeching in my head. cause i cant hide it, and i wont bother to, im furious and devastated and crushed and disgusted and so many other things all at once. and i tell you what, none of them are positive feelings.

im also going out today for a gym membership [hopefully] thouuugh i dont really have the money for it =_='