we lost it [high res] (Patreon)

drew this id a week or two ago and have been working on it 1-2 hours a day or every other day, just sort of to mellow out.

my heart has been crushed so ive been just trying to keep busy but havent thought i actually had the ability to draw or produce anything of value [including this] 

another greyscale attempt, a lot more self hating because im not pleased with the result honestly. lot of thinking ill never be where i want to be

also this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmE9IhRMu4M