small update about my life (Patreon)

for those who doesnt follow my social medias...

yesterday wasnt good, had extreme panic attack , heart was beating so hard  and loud i can literally hear it while im trying to sleep. which i cant  because of an extreme fear. very grateful to friends who started  playing with me for a bit to ease it! and today i had a bit , my heart is still beating rapidly when im trying to go to sleep.. i cant focus on art but once it subsided i will keep posting art! its weird because i never experienced it before and im sorry for slow updates