small update (Patreon)

Hi everyone, I'm sorry for the lack of new art recently. I luckily am still doing some small commission work to keep my mind occupied and to keep myself distracted. 

This month I am hoping to do some polls again and get back to creating content for you guys. I'm glad I still have this platform that is welcoming and supportive of me, and I just wanted to thank you all for still being there. I'm sorry it's been so slow recently.

I was feeling more ready and confident going back to twitter, I wrote a small statement but I ended up overthinking and getting very depressed again and decided against posting it for now. I've struggled with my mental health for around 6 years now, and I still have yet to reach out and get medical help with it. This event just put me in a very dark place mentally and social media is very damaging to me right now, and I don't think I can handle going back on for a little bit longer. I'm sorry if it seems like I'm running away. It's been really hard for me to even get out of bed and take care of myself so I think i still need some time to get in a better mindset. I don't know how long that will take.  I don't want this to be the end for me, I still want to draw and try to be happy.. I don't have anything else right now. I hope I can move on from this eventually it's just been difficult for me to handle everything.

I hope you can all take care of yourselves and do things that make you happy and make your day better even if you're feeling down. Doing even the smallest thing to cheer you up is really important. 

But with that said I still want to create, and do what I love so I hope I can get back to that this month. I'll have some polls up soon, thanks for reading.

- Madi