Patreons Respond: Serious question. (Patreon)

Do you want your money back for this month or can I keep it? I ask because I am already feeling depressed and bad at the same time (This diet does not leave me alone and yes, I am already having strong mood swings for giving up what I like the most, which is eating bread) so I ask because some seemed disappointed and others were practically not interested in the last model I published, do you want your money back? or what would you like me to do for this month?

It's also unfortunate that life makes me think of February 14th and the couples I have had recently only sought me out to take advantage of my kindness.