Depresion making their Shit on me (Patreon)

With some stuff even one of my friends now the shit i had in my head, and i'm talking in a way this sickness i had is real and is making me bad, so yeah, i'm thinking Negative, Destructively and bad, so one of the things i can say, I'm thinking to quit to do more models for public. -_- patreon is a good place but at the same time the people don't care or don't like it and if they just download it is just to complaing.

I don't want to do anything related to port or create models for a while. i Fel Bad, i'm I'll on my head, and thats why i go to a Mental Healt Hospital when i can.

So i gonna say this for who is reading, sorry if I'm not creating anything new or good for you, but personally even i'm bitch criying for how bad i fell, youre free to go do your stuff, but don't be assholes and re-upload my content. i know the people hate I'm the porter, but literally what you want? re-eplace me allready?

fucking god dammit....for those donate and gonna stay thank you, no idea what i could do for compensate you. but for those who only come here to ask "free stuff" don't talk to me.