Question personal for my patreons (Patreon)

ok people i don't gonna lie i feel like shit afther the new models i released and dosen't help me i don't talk with anybody, or i can't express or feel good where i'm, so i gonna question you this things

Are you ok with my content this far?
how are you in RL because i hope my models aren't something for waste money on them if you can't or really you don't want.
am i a good porter? because no, who consider me an artist is the last thing i'm, no, i reject feel considered an artist, i'm a porter, and maximum i'm a frankenstein maker.

so thats why i question you because in this moment i don't gonna lie....i feel like shit, i'm wortless and dosen't matter what i do is not worth it, even when i had to speend money for you get the model good.....ends pretty bad for many or don't like it...i question to you, my patreons because you don't know so much about me but with many of you we had more than a year togueter, so i hope my content don't dissapointed you, you don't feel scammed with my stuff and you could enjoyed my content, even if for some is shit, for me is my content, i like my things, is my edits, and i had to say thanks for support me, even if i'm a looser.

i need help? yes, the problem is i can't go to see my doctor when i most need it.