An Apology Note From Barlow 💔 (Patreon)

(This note/letter will contain spoilers for the ex/cheater route of Barlow. It will also be part of the game.)

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Hey MC,

I've tried so many times to write this, trying to find the right words to say, but this is my third attempt, and I just hope it will make sense in the end.

Let me start by saying that I'm happy that we've reconnected after all these years. Seeing you again has brought back a flood of memories from the past – both the good and the bad. I can't help but feel a sense of nostalgia, considering we've both come a long way since high school.

The main reason I'm writing this letter is to address something that has been haunting me for years – something I deeply regret and want to apologize for.

That night at prom, the whole thing with Dominic and Dominik, it was wrong, and I'm so sorry. I made a terrible mistake, one that I wish I could undo. I hurt you, and I've carried that guilt with me ever since.

Please, believe me when I say that I know I screwed up big time, and there's no excuse for what I did.

Seeing you with Nugget, your incredible kid, stirs up all kinds of emotions in me. I genuinely want to get to know your kid and be close to you, I mean... If you'll have me.

Again, I understand that I messed up, and I might not have a chance to be a part of your life. The truth is, I would love another chance with you, MC. I can't deny that I feel a strong connection between us, one that has never truly faded away.

I'm also aware that you might not see me the way you used to, and I respect whatever feelings you have. I know there are others who are interested in you, and to be honest, it makes me a bit jealous.

It's dumb, I know, given what I did. But I can't help it... I can't help the feeling of wanting you all to myself. I know that I have no right, given my past mistakes, but again... I can't shut down the way I feel about you.

I should stop rambling and let you know that... I just want you to be happy, whether it's with me or someone else.

You deserve all the happiness in the world, and I hope you find it. My hope is that you can forgive me, MC, and that we can move forward from the mess that was our past.

I guess what I'm trying to say is... I miss you... I miss us.

If you feel like I deserve an answer, then write me back. If not, I'll understand.

Yours always,

Barlow.