NSFW THREESOME~ PATREON VOTE 🗳️ (+health update stuff ) (Patreon)

Please vote who you’d like to see here! I’ll have a m/f version for the one in the middle. The headshot in the upper right corner is the owner of the hands holding the legs open!

I’m open to any fandom where the characters are 18+ ofc! I’m also okay with mixing fandoms. Personally I was thinking Mammon and someone from Love and Deepspace 👀 but that’s just me heh

Also I have a bit of something I’d like to say here as well and it’s OF COURSE( I can’t escape 😭) a medical thing so if you can’t read that this the end of the post and feel free to comment who you want :-)

So last Saturday night I ended up going to the emergency room at around 3am and stayed overnight. I went because I was, no exaggeration in the WORST pain I have ever felt in my life in my upper abdomen. I didn’t want to go but my partner urged me to as I could barely hold a conversation.

Turns out I have lots of gallstones and my liver also seems to be up to no good. They wanted to to emergency surgery ( literally my worst nightmare ) but I have been on a strict diet and unable to eat the last few months, not by choice but because my GERD has been so bad and I can’t be on PPIS because of my heart issues. So I’m kinda stuck. But that night I ended up eating some really fatty ice cream and a few other things I shouldn’t have because my family was celebrating a birthday. So I elected to not have the surgery and see if the pain would go away after a day of eating clean. It felt better before I left and the CAT scan and Ultrasound said I didn’t have any blockages. So I left feeling okay just exhausted!

I have things planned that if I got the surgery I wouldn’t be able to do. I probably sound childish 😭 So I’m HOPING I can get through the next two months without having to get my gallbladder removed. I have SEVERE panic dissorder and one of my triggers is feeling high/being out of control. So you can imagine the anxiety that it causes me to think about going under for surgery. Literally my worst nightmare. Especially having heart rhythm troubles. When I get super anxious like that I throw lots of PVCs and NSVT and it’s just not fun.

This is kinda a vent kinda asking if anyone has gotten their gallbladder removed? To say I’m a bit miserable about this is an understatement 😅 I have contact information for a surgery team…but guys scheduling it feels AWFUL.

but yeah if you have any gallbladder/gallstone experience let a friend know 😭

But yeah vote below 👇 😂