Diary of a Mind Fucked Footboy Part 37 (Patreon)

18/04/2021

A relatively quiet day today, nice gentle Sunday. When I woke up everything was still fresh in my mind so it was a very positive start to the day for that reason alone. Mistress and I chatted very briefly in the morning but there wasn’t much activity on Discord until the evening. In the day I took my usual walk around the park listening to an audio story, and afterwards spent the day getting things done.

The main development of the day came later on in the evening on Discord. Mistress shared a lovely photo of herself and Colin D as he is going to be her official wedding photographer! That’s great news! How wonderful that one of the ‘lads’ is helping in such a way on Mistress and CJ’s special day. I’m so happy for both of them and they deserve only the absolute best and happiest of memories together. Seeing this picture had a number of effects that unfolded one after the other; there were these thoughts I have just outlined, as well as how nice they looked together…and the fact that Mistress was in red. She was wearing her lovely red coat and seeing that caused the familiar pleasurable sensations to come rushing over me.

I messaged her asking for my permission to release as I felt that wonderful pleasure. It wasn’t too long after the picture had been posted so I was hopeful that she would be around to grant it. I was on the edge, held there completely and needed those words, that permission, to release and feel that rush of orgasmic pleasure. As it turned out I didn’t have to wait long, Mistress responded very quickly, though she did take the opportunity to tease me a little by asking me why I needed to release. I love it when she does that, teasing me and exercising the influence over me…that she knows perfectly well that she has over me, and extending those feelings by just a few more seconds. I’m sure that she enjoys thinking of me simultaneously try to wrestle with the pleasurable sensations and fighting to type and answer questions she asks, her glee is certainly evident watching it when we have sessions! I was reminded of this after I told her why I needed to release, still shuddering from the release demanding to happen inside me, as she gave a little laugh before granting me permission. I could so clearly hear and envision her just reading that; seeing the look on her face and her amusement at everything that happens to me. I love that it amuses her so and she has a delightful smile and laugh.

Permission was given pretty much straight away, and as soon as I read the words the pleasure flooded over me. That initial spike was allowed to continue now and I felt it through my body, washing over me and making me feel amazing. Moaning and quivering, in ecstasy while I rode out those feelings. It was, as ever, wonderful. I thanked her for permission and that was it for the evening. A few hours after there was a little video posted showing the venue where their wedding will be held…and what a beautiful site it is! Really look forward to seeing and hearing more about that as time goes on. Not too long left now. They deserve all the happiness in the world. It was a nice little finish to the day.

19/04/2021

The day started well as the first message I received from Mistress was the erotic trigger. I saw it and the effect was instant, the sensations and wave of pleasurable tingles running through me as they always do. Such a beautifully welcome and familiar feeling now. And it was very well timed (Mistress always has great timing) as I was just about to visit my dad in hospital and so my mood was perhaps a bit lower than it might have ordinarily been. But as always Mistress was there as a positive, pleasurable and reassuring presence.

I arrived at the hospital a little early for the visiting hours and so as the weather was pleasant I sat on a bench outside to kill time before going in. There was about thirty-five minutes to go when that erotic trigger was dropped, and Mistress wasn’t finished yet. Building on my positive reaction to that trigger when I told her it was good timing, she dropped an orgasm trigger right after that. Although I was sat where I was and had no idea what Mistress might do, I couldn’t resist reading the message from her when I got the notification. I was compelled to, drawn in. When I saw the trigger word that intense pleasure flooded me, filling me from top to bottom with the most amazing sensations and that urge, that need to release. I was sat out completely in public in the throes of this incredible pleasure, and it was a great position to be in.

I asked for my permission to release as I am always compelled to when the trigger takes effect on me. I had to measure myself as much as I could to not only keep my composure in public but type my responses to Mistress as well. I asked for my permission to release and thought I should mention that I was about to visit someone in hospital, as my walking in shaking and moaning from all those pleasurable feelings might have been just a little unusual! I was given my permission to release. While I was still cautious, if that is the right word, about my position on that bench in public, there was no denying the release once it came. I tried to keep myself still as much as I could but I was still shaking and gasping in short breaths. While it was in public it wasn’t in an area that constantly had people walking past, so there wasn’t anybody directly about when it happened. I don’t think I would have noticed if there had been, or at least it wouldn’t have made any difference with regards to what I was feeling in that moment. Pure, undiluted pleasure. That amazing release as the feelings brewing inside me were finally given expression. Before being given that release they were pounding inside me, increasing that urge and need, until finally they broke through once I was given permission. It felt as amazing as it ever did. I sat there enjoying the feelings and the pleasant afterglow that always followed. As always, Mistress had been a healer to me. I hadn’t lost sight of why I was where I was, of course, but suddenly my mood and outlook were given wonderful treatment. I can’t thank her enough for that.

It wasn’t too much longer after this that I went into the hospital, feeling more elevated, needing to find my way around. It went well and I was further elevated by the fact that things were looking up and progress had been made, even if there was still a way to go. When it had all finished I was walking down the hill from the hospital and took out my phone to see another message from Mistress hoping it had gone well. She is so kind. After that we got into a conversation about why I had gone to the hospital, what was wrong and so on. I had decided not to mention it in Discord or to Mistress directly as it hadn’t been drastic, he hadn’t collapsed and bene rushed in or anything like that. I was doing my best to focus on the positive. This is also why I won’t dwell on it too much here. I guess things like that are always at the back of the mind though no matter how well things are going.

As ever Mistress was so kind and continued to make me feel reassured…especially when she told me that she appreciated my making the workshop considering everything that was going on. What a kind and lovely thing to say. She is an amazing person. The HFO workshop was certainly one of things I had in mind when I think about the positive things, and Mistress healed me on that night as she always does. She let me know that I could always come to her to talk about these things if I needed…and I couldn’t really express properly how much I appreciated that, appreciated her. I still can’t really…that does me so much good.

We continued chatting as the day went on. Mistress reminded me that it was only five days to go until her next pedicure…another positive to focus on! Just the mere mention of it excited me, something Mistress knew very well as she teased me by telling me how profoundly affected I would be when I saw it. She’s absolutely right! How well she knows me! While we were on that subject she also asked me if I had enjoyed the finished massage video from the other night. So beautiful, intimate, sensual and sublime! Of course I enjoyed it and eagerly told her as much, about how I had to ride the orgasmic waves as Mistress was not around to give me permission to release. I think she liked that, and she knew exactly the effects everything had been having. Having seen the preview I should have been fully aware of the red outfit and the fact I wouldn’t be able to release without her permission, but naturally I couldn’t resist! She said she thinks they should do more so that she can have more pampering…and naturally I agree!

Mistress followed this up by dropping an erotic and scent trigger one after the other. When they are combined the effect is special; I feel the wave of erotic pleasure, those tingles running through me, then this sort of ‘heightens’ me so that the effect of the scent trigger is even more potent. The descent into the bliss that gives, of the feel and scent of Mistress’ feet embracing me, is even more pronounced. It’s such a lovely feeling and I adore it. I’m so under their spell. We didn’t chat any further for the rest of the day, but my lord had she left me feeling so positive and enriched and pleasured from everything we had talked about during the course of the day. Can’t say it enough – she is a healer through and through, and a wonderful person. Adore her.

While we didn’t chat any further, there were a couple more developments in the evening. Not long after we had finished chatting the ‘Reactions speak louder…’ writing I did a few days ago was posted on Patreon. As always there was definitely a pleasure in seeing something I had written being put out there, and that Mistress valued it enough and thought it worthy of being posted. I enjoyed reading it again even though it was written fairly recently, my enjoyment and adoration of all our experiences coming back to me in those moments which was a lovely full stop to the conversation we’d been having through the day. Another pleasurable moment came later on in a picture that Mistress posted in the cheeky chat room, it was amazing and when I saw it I had to take several moments to compose myself and let it sink in. It was a single picture of Mistress, in lovely lingerie and her long black boots. She looked amazing anyway, but it was the angle of the shot that really had a profound effect. The camera was at Mistress’ feet, the shot looking up at her as she gazed down into it. Wow oh wow. What an amazing picture. Exactly where I would want to be. It just exuded power and poise, as well as Mistress being stunningly beautiful as she always is. It made me feel a little weak and tingly and it created its own sort of afterglow which stayed with me for the rest of the evening.

20/04/2021

A pretty quiet day all in all. It definitely started well as Mistress dropped a scent trigger in on me in the morning which I came to a few hours later. When I saw it the familiar and exquisite sensations washed over me; the loving embrace of Mistress’ feet around my face and gently being flooded with their aroma. It’s so beautiful and personifies the sensual nature of the fetish that I love. Mistress understands that completely and takes advantage of it to make me feel so good, and I am so grateful to her for that. I love it.

I was sorry to hear that Mistress has been having woes with YouTube over age restrictions on both the thank you video from a few days ago and the foot massage video. How bizarre…unbelievable, in fact! Definitely not explicit especially when compared to some other content that’s out there! A joke really and a pretty dodgy road that they’re heading down, but the wonderful content is what really matters and the community knows that. I’ll always support Mistress no matter what. I also wish I could help Mistress alleviate some of the stress of planning the wedding; we had another nice laugh about me being her PA again when we talked about that. What a delightful thought!