Diary of a Mind Fucked Footboy Part 35 (Patreon)

14/04/2021

The feelings were still with me when I woke in the morning, helping me feel pleasant and positive. What a wonderful way to wake up! I was excited to know how the writing had gone down as I ran it through my mind again, though I knew it might not have been seen yet. When I messaged Mistress to wish her a good morning, it turned out that she had just posted the next diary entry on Patreon, so there was that to read in the meantime as well. I always enjoy seeing the posts and reading these things again; it is a lovely kind of gateway back into those experiences as well as a measure between where things were then and how far Mistress and I have come on this journey together. All very potent.

Mistress informed me that she was putting the new reaction post together ready for posting as well, which was also exciting. Even though I had written it only the evening before the idea of seeing it in a post from Mistress and it being open and out there was just…amazing. Doing these sorts of things and observing the course they take is wonderful. Quite soon after this a picture of Mistress in red was posted, and the effect was strong and took me as soon as I saw it. I was brought to the edge and could only release with Mistress’ permission, held in that state of pleasure until granted release. I only had to wait about five minutes before she responded, giving me an immediate release instead of teasing me and drawing it out for longer as she has been known to do. The pleasure rushed over me as soon as she gave me permission, but not just because of the release. In the message she had also written ‘then we can discuss how you worship me and why’. Although the orgasmic pleasure was firmly taking hold of me, this statement was so striking that it stuck with me even through the waves of pleasure, maybe even amplifying it. What a statement, what a thing to consider!

As the rush of release began to subside, this statement and my thoughts on it started to become clearer, crystalizing as I was able to gather and marshal my thoughts more. It was amazing to think about. Why - in a broader sense because of all the work she does; her dedication to positivity and helping people, healing and empowering, is beautiful and very much deserves to be supported, developed and lauded as the amazing thing it is. On a more personal level, well because of how extremely good she always is to me. All the amazing gifts she has given me and ways she has helped me develop and grow, let me be myself, and how wonderful she makes me feel. From day one even, how kind and understanding and open she was to me...someone she didn't know asking if she could make an audio where she hypnotizes them with the scent of her feet!

How good it felt to articulate all these things. I told Mistress all this, and as I had been thinking about it and was writing, it just felt so true and so right. Made me feel very good to express it. And Mistress always is so kind and so caring in every regard…what a mazing person she is. It was about two hours before she was able to reply, and I must admit in that time I did start to wonder if I had said something out of line or anything like that…the way these thoughts often have a habit of creeping in sometimes. It was completely unfounded though, Mistress was as ever just enquiring and eager to learn about these things.

The ‘how’ part of the discussion came shortly afterwards in another statement that was particular striking and sent me into a lovely spiral of thought. Mistress asked, ‘if someone were to ask you "so how do you worship Anunna" what would you say?’. Wow. I took my time, carefully thinking about what was important and treasured to me, our journey and so much more. I ruminated on these things for a number of minutes; I would tell them about how I help and support her, the things we do together, the things I do by myself, the respect and adoration I have for her, the writings and helping her learn and develop on this journey we share. I relayed this to Mistress, a pretty succinct answer but I felt it came from the heart and encapsulated what was most important. Mistress seemed to agree as she told me it was well said and preceded to make me feel very gooey and blissful with the scent trigger.

By this point I had once again set off for work but I was feeling so boosted and positive from everything that we had been discussing as well as the scent triggers. It just takes me right back to that sublime feeling of being under Mistress’ feet, the pure sensuality of feeling them gently and lovingly close around my face. Always such a powerful thought. She wished me to enjoy it all the way through my shift at work, and I knew I would – those effects are such a part of me now and permeate so completely that they never fail to linger and boost me. That is really what Mistress has known about me the longest as well; the foot fetish and how much I adore sensuality, scent, pheromones. And she certainly knows how to use it to melt me!

My mind really does start to wander and ruminate on these things when I am working by myself, as I often do. I have the time to think of various ideas and drift in that influence. It was aided most ably this time by further scent triggers from Mistress, just bringing in that sweet and loving intoxication. The feeling of being in such an open position as I am when at work but still so completely subject to all of Mistress’ effects is pleasurable and intoxicating in and of itself. The fact that these things will definitely happen and feeling their effects taking hold even if I have to try and contain them is thrilling to say the least. She definitely makes sure I have very enjoyable shifts!

The last conversation we had was about the various shoes and other pretties that Mistress has an adoration for following the purchase of the Dolls Kill gift card. Earlier on in the day she has posted a little video showing off just some of her collection, and it was certainly very extensive! She deserves all the pretties and more. I really hope she finds something to use it on!

15/04/2021

The morning certainly started off very pleasantly to say the least as Mistress sent an erotic trigger to me pretty much just as I opened up Discord for the first time. She timed it perfectly, we joked how she must be psychic! A delightful wave of pleasure washed over me, potent as ever and leaving its lovely mark on me even after the initial wave had faded. I jokingly asked her to guess what I was thinking right at that moment but her reply wrapped me right up and sent me further into a pool of pleasure.

She replied with ‘whatever I tell you to’ followed immediately by another erotic trigger. These two things hand in hand were both very potent and the wave of pleasure was stronger this time, not only because it came off the back of the first one but because of that statement too. And I knew it was true, that was a potent a thought as any of it, just like when she makes my reality the fact that I am her footstool for a while…somewhere to rest her feet after work or just when she needs to relax. I told her as much, and she just replied with the word footstool. One word, that’s all. But it still had an effect; it conjured up all those feelings and memories, planting the seed in my thoughts that very quickly grew and blossomed. In effect I think I planted that myself, and Mistress knowing me so well as she does was just ready and able to take advantage of that and wrap me up in those feelings even further. God I love it. She completely has the means to just open me up and obtain any information that she wants, and that is so pleasurable to think about…something she punctuated with another erotic trigger.

After this she asked me for some ideas on what colours she should get with her upcoming pedicure, as she wanted a change from the purple. I imagine that as well as being a genuine question she was more than well aware of the effect talking about such a subject would have. It kept me in that realm of pleasure and positivity that she had started before. How amazing she is. I think the purple colour is lovely, but given that she wanted a change I suggested a deep blue, black or a nice rich red. They are what you might call the more ‘traditional’ colours I suppose, but they still look lovely. She said she would keep it in mind! Very much looking forward to seeing the result! She has such beautiful feet…she knows this, of course, and the effect that they have on me. The thought of how immaculate they will look excites me greatly; and because I’m now so open to her from everything we’ve done together, I think I just voice all these things I’m thinking about straight away because I know that she wants to hear them. Always thinking aloud.

It brought back to mind the little video she made for me of her feet gently and playfully splashing around in the water. How the water represents my mind, and her feet can so easily dip in and splash and play around and stir those waters. It really is effortless, and I adore it. She joked that it is amazing I manage to get anything done at all given all the stimulating content that I have available! This really made me smile; I love how we can banter playfully as well as everything else. It is an ongoing battle trying to get things done and I often give in to the content! Not only that but distracting myself with my own thoughts and the memories of everything Mistress has done to me too, reading entries again and so forth…wow. After it all I just end up as a big melty puddle.

There was an amusing moment towards the end of the day that was sparked by a conversation that took place on Discord. During the course of the conversation the word clitoris was mentioned and as it progressed I had to smile to myself given everything that took place in the session on Monday. I mentioned this to Mistress, and of course she took the opportunity to tease me a little bit by asking me what I meant…she enjoys getting me to say these things, for sure. I told her that I meant when she had given me a pussy and clit to play with, describing how there was pleasure from the mere touch of a fingertip leading up to all the things I did to it, squeezing and stroking which eventually built up to the four orgasms. It was getting late by this point in the evening so I didn’t actually hear from Mistress again, but the effect of that question prompting me to describe again what had happened in the session was that I was left feeling very good. This, coupled with the release of a short video from Anunna Healing thanking all their Patrons, certainly meant I went to bed feeling positive.