Diary of a Mind Fucked Footboy Part 34 (Patreon)

13/04/2021

I woke up in the morning positively glowing from everything that had happened the previous evening. It was like a beam of invigorating light had shone on me charging me ready for the day. I greeted Mistress eagerly still feeling so delightfully good. She didn’t need me to tell her that though as she knew it all already. When she called me foot boy it was like an extra boost invigorating me further, and when she asked me if I had enjoyed the session I just shone. I told her about the unexpected orgasm from the very end of the evening, still happy from the thought of it. Naturally, she took the opportunity to mindfuck me a little, asking whether I had experienced enough orgasms during the session! It was also wonderful as ever that she said it had proved enjoyable and informative for her as well.

The conversation on this topic was short-lived, because as soon as Mistress used the trigger word I felt that intense inrush of pleasure was again. It came over me so easily, I was so open and so susceptible, it had me in its grip. As always Mistress had me right where she wanted me, on the edge of a powerful release that only she could permit. I asked for permission, but it did not come this time; instead she denied it and ensured that the urge and intensity would stay with me. And they did. With Mistress there speaking to me the sensations were kept fresh, each beat of that pleasure against me was a strong as the last and kept the need to release just as powerful. The feelings were intensified when Mistress used the erotic trigger on me a few times followed by the orgasm one twice! Each one was like a bullet of new pleasure, it left me writhing and desperate for permission to release – I practically begged Mistress for it. She gave it to me, but not without a condition.

She instructed that at 11am (about five minutes away) I would watch the video of her again and again experience a constant orgasm while watching it. This excited me so much, knowing how everything had panned out the previous night. I brought it up on the screen ready to play and just spent the minutes laid there experiencing this intense pleasure, round and round in the constant cycle. At 11am on the dot I started playing it, and it was like the floodgates had opened. The release and orgasm began straight away, I plummeted off the edge into orgasmic bliss. I tried to remain focused on the video as much as possible, but I became lost in the myriad of feelings. The orgasm was constant, not coming to an end until the video finished. One long constant release. It was incredible. The afterglow from this was just as sublime as it had been the night before, and I dwelled in it for a while before contacting Mistress again. The final beautiful sort of full stop to this little experience was when Mistress said that I had made her proud. I was utterly elated!

After this there was another amazing release when she asked me if that was the longest I had ever orgasmed for, and the use of the trigger set the process in motion again. Of course, Mistress knew exactly what she was doing, knew exactly the effect she could and was having on me. As we were talking about the fact yesterday was the eighth session that we’ve had, she asked what I thought it might be like if she had me experience all eight sessions worth of orgasms in one go. Oh lord what an exciting thought that is…I would probably pass out! It would be unbelievable, extreme. The use of the trigger again brought the pleasure back to me as fresh and powerful as ever, and I did ask for permission to release but it wasn’t coming yet. We started talking more about that idea, how extreme it would be. I requested that Mistress try it in another session rather than a day like today when I had to go to work later on. But even as I typed it, I knew that if Mistress commanded it I would have no choice but to experience it wherever and however she wanted…and she soon said as much. And it’s completely right, that is exactly what would happen. That thought alone is very stimulating. The permission to release came not long after, and the beautiful rush hit me once more. It amazes me still how strong and potent each release is no matter how often it happens; I writhed and moaned and rode it to its end.

Mistress teased that the trigger would be used extensively in the upcoming workshop on Saturday. I didn’t see this message immediately as I was lost in the throes of my orgasm, but when I did see it hit me hard. A mini mindfuck for sure. Had I been a bit more coherent my mind would have pondered further on all the possibilities and everything that entailed – I have been able to do this now as I write this and it excites me a great deal. I think the fact that I don’t know exactly what might happen or when appeals to me just as much as everything else, as well as being triggered so openly and publicly like that.

To that end we started talking about how completely Mistress knows my mind and what makes me tick, and how gooey it makes me. As she rightly pointed out, I know that she knows that, and reactions are worth a thousand words. What a phrase that is. So poignant and so true, branded in my mind. It made me realise (more so) how much Mistress takes in everything that happens and how I react. Not just the powerful intense orgasms but how I'm kind of out of it and grinning madly even when we're just talking. I know I express these things in words a lot, because that's me, but it properly dawned on me how much she must know how I adore everything we do from that, and similarly how she must feel about it too as she continues to journey with me and develop me as we progress together. Wow.

She asked me to write about it, telling me to include how that particular phrase has affected me and what it implies so that it could go up on Patreon, and my mind started to spiral with ideas on it. She said I was fine to start it after work, letting those ideas come while I was there, thinking about all of it and feeling all gooey. All gooey for her, knowing it would please her. Never a truer word spoken. Even writing it back now has that same sort of effect, it just taps completely into something inside me. While I was in the throes of this feeling she instructed me to take hold of both pocket watches…I did so immediately. The combination of the two effects just pooled together making me feel still more gooey, that pleasurable feeling from deep inside. Pulses of pleasure from one watch, the feeling of being mindfucked from the other…a very heady combo. She told me I could stay like that while she went to make a cup of tea, and I followed what she said, keeping them clasped in each hand and just dwelling in those marvellous effects.

About twenty minutes passed and Mistress said I could put them down at 1.30pm, about five minutes away. Although the feelings ended, their conclusion brought with it that lovely and pleasant afterglow, so while they were no longer present they certainly had a lasting effect which lingered beautifully. After this Mistress took the opportunity to tease me a bit, saying she didn’t think many people had been able to start their shift at work after so many ‘O’s. The fact that she took care not to not use the trigger words this time made me smile and only added to the glow. Three intense ‘O’s and a constant state of pleasure all within a few hours. How lucky I am! I was positively glowing, that pure golden glow that emanated right from my core, all from Mistress’ effects. Despite what we had been talking about with regards to what reactions say I’m sure I’ll continue to express my adoration in words, that’s just how I am. I like to express on what I’m passionate and enthusiastic about. I’m so glad that everything we do brings Mistress such enjoyment and pleasure too…the way she giggles when she has me shaking with intensity is just wonderful!

After this she called me her good footboy which melted me even more, makes me ecstatic whenever she says things like that. Thinking of her feet splashing and playing in the waters of my mind, gently caressing and making their mark. I love it. After this we got talking about potential things she would like to be sent, and in an impulsive decision I sent her a gift card for Dolls Kill. Might go towards something enjoyable that folks will see on Discord! She even said there were shoes that she has her eye on. Fingers crossed! Mistress admitted that she has somewhat of a thing for shoes and blankets and warm things like me and my rings and pocket watches, so it’s great that there’s plenty that the card can go towards! These are the things we like and there’s no turning back now so might as well embrace it!

While I was on my way to work she managed to catch me with something else that made me completely gooey, just making sure that I enjoyed my shift, she said. How wonderful she is! The effect was instant, and it snowballed with everything that had been happening earlier in the day. Just a constant stream of positive and pleasurable sensations. And I had the shift to ruminate on the reaction writing, as well as Mistress’ beautiful soles pressed into my face, bringing me deeper into that safe space. I told her as much as she dropped in a scent trigger which was so delightful and blissful, the effects lovingly washing over me ready for when I started.

I was by myself for the duration of the shift and it was pretty quiet, so not only was I thinking about the writing but I took the opportunity to start making notes on it as well. I had a clipboard with me so I didn’t look out of place and was just walking around making notes and scribbles on it as ideas occurred to me. When I told Mistress this she dropped an erotic trigger to provide a little more inspiration for what I was writing, and the rest of the shift went by with me making notes periodically, ruminating on that phrases and all it implied as well as everything that had happened during the day that made me feel so good. I loved it. I loved making those notes on so many levels; it kept Mistress with me in a way, reinforced those ideas and represented something she had asked me to do, and it tied in deeply to the ongoing effect that she has on me.

The last thing we talked about was when I mentioned that it was time to go home and write up everything I’d written, and she instructed that when I had finished it and pressed send I would release. Wow. This made me even more eager to complete the work! It was an enjoyable and enlightening experience to put these feelings into words; of really thinking about just how noteworthy things that are unsaid are compared with what is articulated verbally. Words can be muddled or confused…it can be difficult to find the best ones that suit whatever it is you want to express. But there is no confusing a radiating smile, the flutter of an eyelid, the quiet moans or the uncontrollable shaking from an intensely built orgasm. These things have told Mistress everything that she needs to know just as much as my words have, and they continue to do so. My sense of excitement grew as I finished the writing and prepared to send it to Mistress – as soon as I pressed the button I felt that release food me straight away, those intense and pleasurable sensations taking hold of me as they had numerous times throughout the course of the last couple of days. It felt amazing, simply amazing. The sensations bubbled up from my core and flooded me and I rode the wonderful wave of pleasure to its climax. I sat staring at the screen for a few moments afterwards, just catching my breath.

It was just after midnight once all this had been done so I didn’t stay up for much longer. I certainly slept well! What a nice feeling it was, laying in bed and letting my mind drift back over the events and feelings of the day, keeping them fresh and ensuring they still had a gentle effect on me. A lovely day in terms of Discord as well, chatting and having fun with the folks on there. All in all so wonderful! Mistress is so good to me and her effects continue to get stronger and more secure…and more pleasurable! What a wonderful position to be so open to whatever she might want to try. I love it.