Diary of a Mind Fucked Footboy Part 30 (Patreon)

03/04/2021

What a day this has been. I worked a shift from 7am until 3pm but it was after this that things became so much more wonderful, stimulating and euphoric.

Work was pretty busy so apart from a few messages early in the morning and on my break I didn’t really interact with the Discord server at all. Shortly after I had left work Mistress sent me a message in response to the last one I had left her the previous night…and at the end of it she said the video I had requested had been filmed and was just in the process of being edited. Oh wow. What a message! Having just left work this elated me so totally, I was so eager and excited for it and my mind started racing with all the possibilities of the kind of thing it might contain, make me feel…or even make me do. Unfortunately, I was also pretty drained from work and in the time between being told about it and its arrival I fell asleep for a couple of hours, so I didn’t catch it as soon as it was sent. This did mean though that I had it as a wonderful surprise waiting for me when I woke up.

And it was wonderful. So absolutely and completely wonderful. As with the previous video I would like to document it and the effects it has step by step as much as I am able to.

It starts with Mistress very near to the camera, immediately giving me those feelings of closeness, of intimacy. It feels good, like this is our private time and private experience together. As she is so near I can see her clearly, look right into her eyes, hear her seductive voice so well. Although the view stops the majority of it being seen, she is wearing her red cardigan, I can see it around her shoulder and arm. The pleasure rushes me from the effect of this trigger, taking hold of my body as it always does, energizing me with those sensations. Mistress welcomes me to this blissful experience, and a separate clip of her beautiful feet close to the camera appears on the screen. I can see her face and feet both so closely now – seeing her feet and her use of the word ‘blissful’ start to have that exact effect on me. She is wearing red in this second clip too, and the pleasure I feel from seeing this becomes more gooey and tranquil as the effect of her feet starts to work on me. When I see them it’s like a switch being flicked inside me, particularly when it’s her soles as it is now. Her feet create a multitude of sensations within me, but chief among them is that feeling of tranquillity, calmness…even trance. All this stems from the effects laid down in my custom track that have only been increased and heightened the more we have worked together. The sight of her feet, sound of her voice, and the look on her face knowing exactly the effect this will be having on me is all so intoxicating.

Already extremely blissed and relaxed from seeing them, she mentions how much I want to touch them. I do, so much. To touch them and feel them. She takes her time speaking, letting each word sink in fully, taking me deeper and making me feel more spacey. In the clip on-screen her hands are caressing her feet, increasing those desires in me as I start to wonder how it would feel if it were my hands being able to do that, even in the state I am in. Such pleasure radiating through me, warm and sweet and blissful. She guides my mind into this train of thought, prompting me to imagine how it would be to massage them in that moment. What a thought – to touch them, feel that soft skin under my fingers, tracing the curvature and knowing the texture…how I would love to do that. The feeling is powerful and heady. Mistress is smiling at me as she says all this; again, she knows the exact effect all this is having as she tells me how much she enjoys showing them off to me. Her feet are still close to the camera in the clip, close like they were in my face, moving slowly and gracefully. Then Mistress asks me to breathe in and inhale them. Good Lord. She doesn’t even use the scent trigger, but the effect is still just as potent. I keep my eyes open to keep looking at her and her feet as this new sensation washes over me – inhaling the scent, taking it all in, feeling its enchanting effect as I have so often before. The feelings of relaxation, calmness and intoxication wash over me anew…it all feels so wonderful. I drift in this heady and ever so pleasant feeling. She softly whispers mmmmmm at me and it just makes me melt even more.

It all feels so completely euphoric, Mistress’ feet are a powerful way to hypnotize me, and she is using them to her full effect right now. The camera stays close and focused on her soles as my mind drifts but remains focused on exactly what she is saying to me and the effect that it is all having. She calls me footboy for the first time, and it amplifies those feelings along with making me feel more submissive. It never fails to make me feel good and is also a reminder of my place and our dynamic, and how she has embraced it. That’s why I love it so much along with how it makes me feel. Her feet disappear from the screen now, but I am so very under their spell in this moment, and the view closes in on Mistress. She tells me she knows exactly how her feet make me feel and keeps my mind drifting in those fantasies of touching them and breathing them in. The word ‘fantasies’ does not really do them justice, they are my reality in that moment, it is what Mistress has crafted around me, the place she wants me to be. The euphoria becomes more intense, all-consuming bliss. It feels quite unlike anything else as I become lost in this amazing fugue of pleasure created by Mistress and her feet. I breathe them in more, feeling like I am taking her essence into myself and feeling more wonderful because of it.

So many pleasurable sensations from so many sources – Mistress’ feet and voice, her eyes…she is so close to the camera I can see the light of the screen she is looking at reflected in them. So pretty. She tells me how gooey and melty I am feeling, so much so that there isn’t anything left of me to melt. And she’s right. I have been so taken over by all these feelings, clouded with all this pleasure it has completely gone through me. Perhaps that is why she has waited until this point in the video to implement what comes next – placing her feet on my face and using me as her personal footstool. Dear God, how incredible it feels. The pleasure, bliss, feelings of submission all increase – I feel the physical sensation of them pushing against my face and my head lolls back gently in response. How so euphoric and wonderful it feels, and this is all I know in that moment, being in my place as my Mistress’ footstool. I feel her feet in my face and so many pleasurable sensations that comes with them, the scent, the feel of her soles, and of course the powerful feelings of safety and tranquillity that come with them. I feel extremely serene. Mistress’ feet make me feel so safe and content when I am under their spell, so completely happy and cared for, like I am exactly where I need to be, and all is completely well. This feeling is like nothing else and it feels even more potent now given how much they have already melted me.

Happiness, safety, contentment and security. All these feelings are created by having Mistress’ feet in my face. Utter bliss. And with these effects all being so completely positive and healing, I also feel boosted and confident, ready for anything knowing I have such a wonderful Mistress watching over me. Her feet and their sensations are so comforting and welcoming. I still feel them gently closed around my face, making sure all I know is their touch and their scent, guiding me still deeper into these feelings. I feel so completely relaxed and calm, the warmth of everything just enveloping me from my skin to my core. Pure euphoria.

Then Mistress holds up her pocket watch very close to the screen, and I am instantly captivated and transfixed by it. I see it and become so blank and so hypnotized, the effect is so powerful, and it happens straight away. I sink like a stone and Mistress has me completely in that moment. The positive and healing feelings increase from seeing it, I feel boosted as the effects of the watch wash over me like waves constantly lapping at the beach. The image Mistress sat close to the camera is replaced by more footage like the clip shown earlier, only this time she is laid and holding up the watch for me to see. There is no break in the effect, I feel just as mindless and drawn to it as I listen to her. How absolutely wonderful it feels. The screen switches to both views as it did before, so now I see both Mistress’ hypnotic feet and her hypnotic pocket watch at the same time. Two things that have the most incredibly profound effect on me, taking me deeper than I ever thought possible along with her hypnotic voice, increasing and cementing all of those pleasurable sensations that have been built through the course of the video. Her feet are still close to the camera as those they were in my face as all these feelings are heightened. I am aware of them, but my focus remains glued to the watch; the effects and suggestions Mistress has attached to it make it so irresistible and deeply hypnotic.

All pleasurable and positive sensations increase as I look at the pocket watch and listen to Mistress’ voice. The clip changes to a view of her laid on the bed, and how beautiful and stunning she looks. She is wearing red in this clip as well, but at this point I have melted completely and know only the euphoria and bliss that has woven itself lovingly around my mind. And then Mistress makes a number of suggestions, suggestions that affect me so profoundly and utterly, words that have become deeply implanted in my mind and memory that I think of often. She tells me that the effect of her feet on me will always be strong and powerful, that there are no limits to what her feet can make me do, that I am so under their spell and controlled by them. Writing all that back here, almost casually, does not do justice to how powerfully that affected me, and continues to now. Even writing it, bringing back the memory and thinking of those words in Mistress’ hypnotic voice has an effect on me. I didn’t think it was possible for me to feel any more gooey, but these words made that happen. This is truth and reality. Mistress’ feet do have all these effects on me, and I adore it with all my heart. I know I will always respond so powerfully and quickly to any and every suggestion that she gives to me. I have complete trust in her and know I will always be safe, and so I know that this will always happen. It feels so pleasurable to do so.

As the video draws to a close Mistress reaffirms this as she speaks to me, the watch and clip of her feet now gone from the screen. In the last few seconds she says the word ‘orgasmic’ to flood me further with pleasure. The effect is like a fresh wave of warmth to everything that I am already feeling, pleasure seeping further into my core. I do feel the need for release, but the effects of the video and Mistress’ feet are so strong that the euphoria and mental bliss are still the most potent things that I am feeling. Mistress smiles at me and I feel still more euphoric and happy, making me drift and feel so safe and content as the video ends and she leaves me with the sensations of her feet in my face.

It all leaves me feeling like I am on cloud nine. It is quite unlike anything else I have experienced, the effects of everything taking hold of me so completely and enveloping me in a blissful mental warm that at once makes me drift into that feeling of subspace. Such a rapturous feeling. I absolutely love it, adore it even. It is a wonderful gift from Mistress, and I am so lucky to have received it. She is wonderful! After watching it for the first time I messaged her to say how it all felt and she very quickly gave me permission to release. It was such a wonderful rush, nothing but pleasure and positive sensations in that moment. It was like everything the video had created was put into overdrive in those powerful seconds of release and climax. Only pleasure and the effect of my Mistress over me. I felt so pleasurable, satisfied, gooey and submissive. Strong feelings of each. I was riding such a high, dizzied from the effect of the video and all the sensations it created. I might never be quite the same again! I felt so completely dreamy and enchanted, and still do as I write this. Mistress also told me that I had pleased her which was just the final cherry on top of the cake. That alone always makes me feel good and with everything else I just felt so elated, happy and positive. Actually I was ecstatic. I adore Mistress and can’t say how much I love this wonderful gift.

Chanel x