Diary of a Mind fucked Foot boy Diary Part 24 (Patreon)

18/03/2021

These feelings were still present when I woke this morning. The night sleep hadn’t dulled or diminished them in anyway; if anything I felt them more keenly as the rest had recharged me physically. I don’t know if I had been smiling while asleep, but I certainly was once I woke up. I laid there for a few moments just replaying everything in my mind and basking in the afterglow of it all. It was a wonderful feeling and it made me so excited for the day, and for the first day in which our journey would continue on this new level. I had a look through Discord before contacting Mistress. I had to smile again when I saw that some of the lads had been having a brief conversation about how uncharacteristic it was of me to go to bed as early as I had done last night. I guess it engendered similar feelings as when Mistress made the comments she did or other things in public like calling me her footboy. All made me feel so positive and appreciative for everything. I was a glowing footboy!

When I contacted Mistress the first thing she did was to ask how I was feeling, and when I told her she said I was a good boy, which of course only made me glow more. Not long into the conversation she asked me to pick up the silver pocket watch. Or rather, she asked a question suggesting that I should. There was no way that I wouldn’t, it was a compulsion. I had it close by and when I took hold of it I felt the same pleasurable rush that I had the night before, same as when I had taken it out of my pocket at the end of last night, only constant. It felt powerful. It didn’t feel like it was radiating out of the object through me exactly, but certainly that my prolonged contact with it was the reason that it was radiating through me. Like pulses spreading outwards. I was holding on to it for at least twenty minutes – no instruction to put it down came so I didn’t, not that I wanted to anyway. It was making me so good, positively charged and filled with that sort of gooey happy pleasure. What a feeling, what a new sensation, what a physical trigger! I was allowed to put it down when I told Mistress I needed to get changed to go out for my walk, but the instruction came that I would hold onto it during the course of that walk. When I put it down the effect lingered…not the pulsing, but the pleasure and positivity they had created, like moving away from a fire and still feeling the warming effect of its heat on your skin.

I am such a lucky footboy and Mistress has given me such wonderful gifts and experiences, so much fun, and continues to do so. I am so lucky to be in the position that I am, and I value it enormously…it is very important to me. Had I not been so out of it at the conclusion of the session last night I would have tried to tell her as much, but she does know these things. Still no sign of the parcel Mistress said was on its way, one of many things that I still have to look forward to! Can’t wait! She enquired after it but there was no news to give, but I guess the advantage of having to wait now means less time to wait until I can open it! The instruction is that I shall not do it until the day, and I will follow that of course.

After this chat I was ready to set off on my walk. I took a picture of the pocket watch in my hand to send to Mistress and set off with it ready. I kept my hand around it in my pocket it pretty much constantly save for the occasions when I would open my water bottle for a drink. The effects were certainly still present, but not as strong as before. Or, perhaps it is more accurate to say that because I was out walking and exercising, my focus was not entirely on them as it had been before. They sort of took a back seat to the more demanding physical situation I was in at the time, if that’s the best way to phrase it. Still present though, giving me a pep with every step. And although the physical sensations were a little diluted, the thoughts in my mind about the whole thing were still very much present – I was holding a physical representation of mine and Mistress’ dynamic, of her influence over me. It was physical proof of everything that she could do to me, and I loved that. This certainly made me smile. After about an hour of walking when I had reached the park I stopped and sat on a bench to take a few moments to enjoy the feelings and to send Mistress another picture of the watch dangling against the landscape of what I could see. It was certainly a super powerful item, the positivity that had bene engrained in it made it like a battery charging me with positivity. It was actually quite a heady feeling and very pleasant.

As it turned out, pocket watches ended up being quite a theme of the day. After I got back from the walk we started chatting again, and I referred to the fact that I would soon have quite the collection of affecting pocket watches once the one I had specially ordered arrived. Well not more than two minutes after making that comment, it did arrive! I heard the post at the door, and immediately went to look to see if it was the parcel from Mistress, but I saw it wasn’t when I spotted the website name on the package. I wasn’t expecting it for another ten days…typical that it would arrive the day after the session! But no matter, it’s another item for us to have fun with! I had Mistress’ Anunna logo put on the face along with our special hashtag #mindfuckedfootboy. The words were curved which made me think of a smile, like the one I was wearing! It looked great, and Mistress thought so too when I showed her. She teased me by getting me to think about all the things she could potentially do with it, and yes my imagination ran wild, but in the end it will be whatever she decides it will be. I love it. Also, the design on the inside of the case almost looked like lots of little spirals or fractals, which is very apt.

Leading on from this Mistress made me feel quite gooey when she told me that she had plenty to experiment with me, and that there many things planned that I won’t even see coming. She knows the exact effect being told these things has on me, as I have often documented, and this was no exception. Thinking of things that we have done together reenergises them in my mind and keeps their effects active through the memory but thinking of things that might happen has a similar effect too, even if it can’t be defined in the same way. This is why the word ‘gooey’ is often used to describe such a feeling…can’t quite put my finger on it but it is there, an internal feeling of pleasure, excitement. Talk then returned to the previous night and the session – I felt gooier still when Mistress told me that she was proud of me and that I had done well. That is such a compliment and never fails to elate me no matter how great I already feel. I also made her laugh lots, not just from the content of the material that I had adapted but also from the intensity of my reactions, as it turned out. It’s hardly surprising they were so intense though considering how much she ramped up the pleasure and sensitivity and everything else! I utterly loved it. I hope I can do the whole experience justice by relating it in this way.

Later on in the day I was lucky enough to sample a new experiment that was in the works – a short whispering video. It was very intimate and sensual and made me shiver in the best way when I heard it. A very promising experiment to say the least! I thrive on closeness and sensuality and intimacy, and Mistress’ work and her attention always makes me feel this way every time. Truly delightful. It has also been a wonderful day in terms of the Discord community and chatting with folks on there. The ‘Anunna’s experiment continues to be successful’ phrase has appeared a few more times in the day, and it still has the same exciting on me on me as it did. Still no idea what sets it off, is this another one of Mistress’ mindfucks? Could be! The topic of mindfucks came up in discussion in the late evening, and as well as being interesting it was enjoyable to relay some of those feelings to people, to describe the sort of processes that I go through when it all occurs. This was followed by a delightful conversation to close the night off. This community is great! Folks are so kind and supportive, as well as being knowledgeable and funny too. It’s such a joy to be a part of, to discuss mutual interests like hypnosis, cosplay and lots more. I went at all this social interaction with vigour through the course of the day – I enjoy it anyway, but I think because I was feeling so overwhelmingly positive through everything that had happened to me over the course of the last day or so. I hope it didn’t irritate folks too much!

19/03/2021

I got something in the post today which I think is from Mistress. I’m not completely certain, and I’ve mentioned it to her, but she has been very busy and unable to reply. Really the main reason that makes me think it is from her is that it has a small stamp on it saying not to open it before the 21st…that and really I’m not quite sure who else it could be from. She instructed me not to open it before the day though so I will leave it until then. Very excited!

It’s been a wonderful day in terms of chatting with all the folks on Discord, some great conversations across the day. They really are a wonderful group of people and it’s a joy to discuss and learn things from them. I was also able to give a fair bit of a help to a new user – we had a good long conversation when they joined a few days ago, and now I’m overjoyed that I was able to help them with information in signing up to Patreon and becoming a supporter of Anunna Healing. It’s quite rewarding when people thank you for that sort of thing and express their gratitude for your help. This person was very much enjoying all the content they had opened up for themselves and that was great! We also had a chat about the diary when they found it and started reading it, and they were so kind about it and interested in the experiences it depicted. So all in all and really good and positive evening for the channel! I love that I am able to post that in these entries so frequently.

Another ‘Anunna’s experiments continue to be successful’ popped up too. I think people are used to it now and just accept it as a likely occurrence!

Chanel