Diary of a Mind fucked Foot boy Diary Part 22 (Patreon)

12/03/2021

I’m definitely going to pay for Mistress’ pedicure when things hopefully allow next month. I would want to do so anyway even if I didn’t have a vested interest in the pictures that would follow, as I want to give back to her as much as possible for all the wonderful things she does for me. If there is some kind of luxury one too will definitely go for that. Best use for a foot boy really! Then after we had finished talking about that she casually mentioned that there was a parcel on its way to me and I was not to open it before the 21st…and that she would know if I had or not. Well this took me completely by surprise, both the parcel and the proviso that had come with it. I wasn’t quite sure what to say…what a lovely gesture! She is wonderful. Another mini mindfuck for the collection as I will be thinking about that a lot, particularly once it has arrived…just building and building! I have no idea what it could be. Perhaps once opened it will be very obvious, something that I have mentioned that Mistress has noted but I didn’t think anything further on. Much like when I sent her the American Gods book, I suppose! Perhaps it will affect me so powerfully that’s how she will know when I’ve looked at it, whatever it is. Wow. My mind boggles at the possibilities! After I acknowledged her instruction not to open it until the right date she made me melt, just with that one single word. How wonderful it felt.

The day also brought with it some very kind comments about the most recent diary entry on Patreon. It was so elating! Hopefully, it doesn’t sound arrogant to say so, but people really seem to be enjoying it and that makes me feel great…both in terms that they like the diary itself and that they are being so kind and supportive of the experience as a whole. Someone even said they thought I may have helped others by doing it, showing them what's possible and what they can express...which was a tremendous compliment. I’m quite touched by the whole thing, and of course Mistress continues to be wonderful and supportive as well. And according to a poll on Patreon people seem to enjoy accounts of hypnotic experiences with Mistress, so maybe in the future there will be a call for more. Who knows. Either that or I should start thinking of more nursery rhymes to adapt! These are all ready for the session when it rolls around, we’re even going to see if Mistress can guess which rhymes they are based on when I read them to her. This won’t be particularly tough though, as some follow the title of the original pretty closely and they’re all rather short. But it will still be good fun. I don’t know if I will be nervous reading them to her, in the past I’ve often felt like that when reading things for others, but this is different. Maybe she will have me in trance before I read them? Before just now I hadn’t even considered that.

We have developed quite an extensive and varied list of topics for the upcoming session now. I’m sure Mistress has been keeping track of them just as much as I have, plus I sent her the current list the other day, so there can be no doubt. I have no idea how this will play out in the session, I won’t know until it rolls around. I keep wondering whether it will be similar to last time in that I am explaining and discussing these things but there are various twists introduced by Mistress along the way as she listens but toys with me at the same time. She told me the other day that she already has it all planned out, so we will see how it goes. God I am so excited for it.

13/03/2021

Very quiet day today as I have been at work and therefore not had that much time to devote to Discord or anything else.

I was struck while at work though just how much Mistress’ effect on me continues to come into play, and how much I’ve changed and developed under it. As well as the work mindfuck which has been well documented and comes into my head at least a few times every time I’m there, she has also helped me be a more confident and composed individual. At work there were a few technical issues which caused delays as people were waiting, and various other little problems. At one time I might have started flapping about these things, maybe even gone to pieces if they had been too severe, but nothing like that took place at all. I remained calm and collected…still a little frustrated that they were happening, but not panicking about them at all. It was only afterwards that I stopped to think about that and realised how much of a change that is compared to other situations in the past. What a wonderful effect Mistress has had and continues to have! As well as all the various suggestions and things we have done, I have my mask as well…the effects of which bring everything her feet do to me just under the surface. The effect of her feet, going all the way back to my custom track, is to help me and keep me safe in unpleasant situations. It has definitely been successful!

Not long after I finished work there was the opportunity to sample another Anunna Healing experiment, a ‘discomfort remover’. I’m so glad that I did, what a stellar piece of work! The voice and the music together created a real feeling of serenity, just like meditation. They really accompanied each other well. And it was so uplifting – it just made the discomfort seem so insignificant before removing it entirely and replacing it with pleasantness. I dozed off for a bit afterwards as it just left me feeling good. A very successful experiment!

Towards the end of the day a couple more topics were added to the discussion list for the session, though they shouldn’t take long at all compared to some of the others. While at work I had been trying to think of more nursery rhymes to adapt but nothing came to mind, so I switched to songs as I have with many in the past about rats. I was able to come up with one to We Are The Champions by Queen, and I think Mistress and I are both looking forward to the rendition of that one!

14/03/2021

Very quiet day generally. Had some great conversations with some folks on Discord though through the course of the day. One of these was a discussion about hypnosis and various aspects of it, including something that really made sense to me when the person I was talking to was referring to how when not playing with their partners they spend much of the time just chatting as friends do, because that’s what they are. This really made me think of the kind of relationship Mistress and I have, which is very much like that. I am her foot boy, and we have so much fun when we play together, and there is a deep trust and care with that. A great deal of why that trust, and care is there is because we are also good friends, and we get on really well together. So this conversation really resonated with me and felt particularly familiar. Also made me happy and appreciative that Mistress and I are like that. Much of what I learnt from my time on the BDSM scene in terms of connection and trust applies to this kind of relationship that we have, and I value it greatly.

The other main conversation that I had was with a new member to the Discord server. It went on for quite a while and it was great. Always nice to welcome someone new to our little community, and it was also wonderful to hear that they had such positive results from listening to Mistress’ tracks. I love hearing about all the positive experiences that people have and am a great supporter in people doing well. There is a great deal of that in all corners on our server, all thanks to Mistress and her beautiful dedication to helping people in the best way that she possibly can.