Diary of a Mind fucked Foot boy Diary Part 21 (Patreon)

09/03/2021

The next session has been set up and booked in! Eight days from today. It’s so exciting! Mistress wasted no time in letting me know she would throw in a few mindfucks along the way. As yet I have no idea what they might be, which in some ways is a bit of a redundant statement as I often don’t know what they are. Sometimes she does let me know that they’ve happened, or the nature of them lets me realise, but there must be a good deal that happen and pass without my real knowledge of them even having taken place. There must be so many things Mistress has done and noted down, I can’t even begin to imagine. What an exhilarating thought! My mind boggles! In some ways she is always mindfucking me…as evidenced by the fact that really all I have to do is show up at work now for one of them to take effect. I love it.

Spurred on by the booking of the session I also purchased the custom pocket watch that I had looked into a few days ago. Really excited for that as well! Unfortunately, it won’t arrive in time for the session next week, but that’s fine, I still have my three existing pocket watches to show Mistress…whatever the reason for that might be! It also means that the new one will be all ready and waiting for when we next have a session, possibly in April. I imagine it gives Mistress plenty of time to decide what she might do with it, or maybe she already knows and will implant that during the session next week? Wow, that is a bit of a mini mindfuck to think about, before we even consider exactly what she suggestions she might give me regarding it. Incredible. She did tell me that she already has the session completely planned out, and all that I need to do is turn up. Wow. That got me. I don’t know how long she has had this planned, and indeed no idea what it is either. But to be just a part of that plan, for the reality to be whatever she wants it to be and having no option but to go along with that is simply amazing.

And so we chatted for the rest of the day as long as she was around before finishing work. It was so lovely. We chatted and giggled about various things, culminating in more talk about how completely effective her hypnotic repertoire is on me and how it would be if I was her PA. really can’t deny that I love the thought of that…if only it could happen! In seriousness I think I would be really good at it too. But Mistress now has so many ways that she can affect me that I’d doubtless always be under the influence of one of them – being there as her foot stool when she needed one, making her cuppa while in trance…doing anything while in trance! What incredible thoughts they are. They just really appeal to me on a level I can’t quite put my finger on. I am certain that Mistress knows this, and probably knows that I can’t quite put my finger on it too, but she uses it expertly to her advantage. It would be all my dreams come true if that were to happen!

10/03/2021

The next instalment of the diary was released today, the one that documents the first session from before. Very excited to have it out there, to see what people think. So far they have all been lovely and complimentary which has been…heart-warming. Encourages me so much. I went over the relevant section again and it was good to read, going over those feelings again, and this time seeing the beginnings of things that are now deeply engrained in me such as the red trigger and the watch. Hard to believe that was all six weeks ago now! As we seem to keep saying, where has the time gone?! Bizarre to think about, but again…must be because lots of fun is involved.

It’s been a nice day of chatting to Mistress and all the folks on Discord. It continues to go from strength to strength and there have also been some new users which continues to be encouraging. Great conversations and great people. With the session now on the horizon I’ve been thinking even more actively about the ways Mistress can hypnotize me and play with me – her voice, the watch, her eyes, her feet. When the restrictions are lifted next month I think I will pay for the pedicure she really wants to have as a gift – I adore everything we have and want to give back to her as much as possible, show her how much I appreciate her. There were also a few more releases of the most recent photoshoot which were just as stimulating, beautiful and erotic as the others. There were two particular videos – one where Mistress is holding up the watch for the picture she is having done, and another where she drops an erotic. Both incredible with an additional stimulating layer which just makes me even more excited. Wow.

11/03/2021

The day started with a couple of subtle mindfucks when I started chatting with Mistress. I had sent her the latest instalment of this ongoing diary and we were chatting about it a bit, and as always Mistress reasserted her stance that no details will ever be divulged so as not to contaminate her experiments. These details are not for me to know, and I may find out about them in time, or I might not. That’s the mindfuck. Again much more subtle than making me forget a period of time as has been done before, but just as effective.

After this it developed and went a bit deeper. Some of the pictures shared of Mistress had her in the beautiful silver top from the latest photoshoot, and in her hand…the pocket watch. There were two pictures like this, and one in particular affected me. It was Mistress looking directly at the camera and holding the watch up in her hand…very powerful. It leapt off the screen at me, really caught my eye. Made me gooey...my happiness at what a great picture it was just spread over me in general. And it was stunning too...caught by the watch...the look on her face, exactly like I have seen in sessions and on the video. All in all very alluring and hypnotic. It really brought back memories of the times Mistress has used it on me for real, going under, the look on her face as she watches it happen, even her voice speaking to me…encouraging it and telling me how blank and hypnotized I am, and the other seductive things she says in the video that she made for me. We talked a little about that video and the effects it has, and this of course keeps them fresh in my mind, brings their influence back to me to some degree, which is wonderful. We even posed the idea of a different video where Mistress would have her feet up on the desk and would make me all blissed out with them…how beautifully intoxicating that would be.

I was at work in the late afternoon to the evening and so naturally the conversation turned to some of the mindfucks that have developed from that. Mistress asked if I had experienced any further spontaneous orgasms, and she knew the answer I’m sure but by mentioning it she planted in my head not only the memory of the last time they happened but making me wonder if they would happen again anytime soon. It would be so easy for her to implement that, particularly as we have a new session coming up. Perhaps as she has done before she is getting me to think of these things to open me up ready for whatever it is she has planned. I won’t know until it is time for me to know. It also got me thinking again about exactly how it would be if she were to appear while I was at work, suddenly walking up in her red coat, and me being completely unable to do anything except give in to that feeling. Or maybe she wouldn’t make it so obvious, perhaps she would pick her moment…waiting until my back was turned and then just quietly walking up behind me and whispering ‘Hello, Tom…’. How incredible that would be. I have plenty of time to think about these things, and also outlined to Mistress exactly how much thought I give to these situations – how much I think about what would be said, how I would react, exactly how a little scenario would play out. She seemed interested by this and pressed me for details – perhaps it is more the effect thinking about these scenarios has on me given everything we have done together so far? Perhaps the effect of this allowing me to create more immersive scenarios in my mind? In a word it makes me feel gooey.

By this time I was on the bus to work, and once I mentioned the word gooey that was the key word that Mistress leapt on…and once I told her I was on the bus she unleashed a wave on me. It was incredible…making me feel erotic, gooey, melty, aroused and blissed. The triggers making me feel aroused as well as the fact that all this was happening in public, that Mistress can affect me so powerfully and it will happen no matter what. I was also wearing my mask being out in public and the mere fact that she mentioned this brought my attention onto it in sharper focus, amplifying everything she was making me feel. So many different but equally pleasurable sensations rushing through me in those moments. I was sat there glowing and feeling wonderful. Walking from the bus stop to work in the cold air kept me grounded but allowed me to drift pleasantly, giving me a positive and happy aura that stayed with me long after the triggers had stopped coming. A further little mindfuck came later when having told Mistress that I would not be at work on the evening of the next story time, she mentioned that it fitted perfectly into what she had planned. What those plans are or even might be, I have no idea…but what a mindfuck to think about? Whatever could it be? Something like the last story time? Something further?

A wonderful conclusion with more incredible pictures and videos form the latest photoshoot being shared. What amazing gifts they are. All crafted with such love and care and it really shows, each and every one is magnificent. After that there was Mistress’ fantastic rendition of the final speech from the Great Dictator by Chaplin. A twelve-minute piece that was incredible listen to, an expertly crafted piece of work in every regard. Mistress absolutely did the speech justice – I don’t know if she was concerned that she might not have done, but there was certainly no need for concern on that from where I’m standing. It was beautifully done. And so poignant even all this time later. You could tell it was a passionate little project and that it meant a lot to both her and CJ, and this absolutely was reflected in the finished product. Superb.

I also decided to donate to Mistress. At first I was thinking it would be for the aforementioned video, but then after thinking about how snowed under with working on the various projects she has, just thought it would be nice to give a little something…or at least it could go towards the pedicure. However she was kind enough to ask exactly what kind of thing I would like in it! So I’m very excited about that, particularly when she also said she knew exactly what she was going to do already. How wonderful she is.