Diary of a Mind fucked Foot boy Diary Part 17 (Patreon)

26/02/2021

A full day at work today so on the whole fairly quiet, but that’s not to say it was completely uneventful.

The work mindfuck continues to stick with me all this time after it was first done. Probably safe to say that it has calmed down a little now, I’m not always looking at people or the ends of aisles to see if Mistress will suddenly appear, but the memory of all that sticks with me. So really it’s another way that she is with me, another way that her effect is there as a source of positivity and pleasure...even if it’s not the most conventional! It remains something that really makes me smile to think about, even just something as simple as looking at the sander she made me think she might hire! Possibly the most deep-rooted mindfuck of them all by this point. Interesting to think about, and I’ so happy and glad of it.

Had another look into the pocket watch idea as well. Still not sure when I’ll be able to get it, but it’s definitely going to happen. The design I think I’ve settled on is Mistress’ logo with our ever-reliable hashtag as a little message on it. It doesn’t need to be complex in order to have a powerful effect, something that has long been proven during the course of our journey together, and that little hashtag is a great representation of it all. Can’t imagine how excited I’ll be opening it up for the first time when it eventually happens.

Although Mistress and I didn’t speak a great deal during the course of the day, when we did she certainly made her presence felt. In the morning she made me feel so incredibly reassured and positive, really just on account of her being herself. That was wonderful and really lifted me for the day. Later on while I was on my break she caught me well and truly…using the scent trigger on me a few times in quick succession. It came unexpected the first time and when I saw it the familiar blissful and drifting feelings started to come, further proof that these effects will happen no matter what. Although I was on my break instead of being at the desk in the full public glare I was more grounded than had I been experiencing this in private, but in a way that’s just as powerful a feeling, albeit different – the difference it creates, the pleasure and ‘liberation’ almost from my public persona to just drift in the effects Mistress has on me is wonderful. And I admit there is an element of excitement with it happening in public as well. The embrace of her hypnotic feet and their hypnotic scent just created a real sense of calm and serenity as well as being incredibly pleasurable. This was followed up with a couple more triggers that made me feel wonderful; it was good that I was sat down in fact as afterwards I felt dreamy, submissive and gooey. Just melted! It certainly made the rest of the shift enjoyable, it kept me feeling so happy and positive for the rest of the day!

Mistress left one more little thought in my head, just to reaffirm that mindfuck a little…making me think of the possibility not just of if she were to appear in front of me, but if she was wearing her red coat as well. Might be more accurate to say ‘fantasise’ of the possibility. This statement like so many others just hung there as I read it, punctuated by an ellipsis and a thought that stayed with me for the rest of the evening.

27/02/2021 + 28/02/2021

A very quiet but nevertheless enjoyable couple of days. Mistress posted a message about the status of Inner Warrior, saying she had recorded the vocals. Exciting times as it’s now really on the horizon, and I’m looking forward to it for sure. Apart from it being a new hypnotic experience with Mistress, the positive nature of it and the passion with which I know she will craft that is just wonderful…even as a thought, haven’t even listened to it yet! Very eager to see how everything with this develops and progresses. Samples of the music appeared too, and this only made me look forward to it even more. As with every track that is released, such effort and dedication has gone into every aspect of it and it really reflects when it is listened to. They’re just amazing experiences!

Not chatted with Mistress really, but there were further behind the scenes snippets and material from the most recent photoshoot released in the evenings! As well as being amazing in their own right, it’s great to see these things as they show not only the care and attention that go into these things but also the fun that is had doing it! Mistress is a beautiful lady and always shines in any image or video, and the finished results of these shoots are spectacular! The care and skill that CJ dedicates to them is amazing, and I hope he knows how fantastic his work is and how much it is appreciated.

And once again it’s been wonderful chatting with all the folks on Discord and being part of that community. There have been some great conversations and the lads are all great people and it’s fun to engage with them and learn and discuss. Long may it continue!

Chanel x