Diary of my Footboy #Mindfucked- Part 9 (Patreon)

The next installment of the Foot boy diary! I wonder what mind fucks may have happened to him....

10/02/2021

The day after! And another very interesting start to the day for sure. I started work at 9am and so as usual I got up early and got ready – I like not having to rush out the door, so I always try to make sure I have a bit of time just to sit and adjust before actually having to head out of the door. The memory of the session and everything that had happened was still clear and vivid in my mind, so I was glowing full of happiness and positivity from that.

As well as enjoying the memories of everything that had happened in the session, I was reflecting further on how it had been different to previous ones we had done. It was perhaps fitting that I was pondering on about how given the nature of the session there might be less scope for new suggestions or triggers to be implanted when I suddenly experienced a completely spontaneous release. Completely out of the blue I came and orgasmed, a powerful sensation that washed over me. Not as powerful as the one I had experienced at the end of the session the night before, but still delightfully blissful. And of course I wasn’t thinking about any of that while it was actually happening! There was only the feeling itself, and the dawning knowledge that Mistress had gotten me again in the most wonderful way. It felt so pleasurable and left me tingling and glowing even more than already had been. Perhaps I should have seen it coming given that she did exactly the same thing to me the morning after our previous session as well, but I never realised what triggered it that time and I’m not really sure about this time either, given that I wasn’t up to anything in particular. I was on my phone both times…maybe it was something as simple as the time of morning it was? Mistress did make sure to note what time I was starting on both occasions…but like so many mindfucks I shall never ever know for sure. And of course she took the opportunity to mindfuck me again when I contacted her to tell her what had happened, oh yes. She teased me about the possibility of it having happened while I was on my way to work, or even at work…and was able to completely put her finger on how this excited and thrilled me. Wow.

We were only able to chat briefly once I got to work, but she still found a way to toy with me and let her influence be felt. She suggested in the conversation that perhaps if I were to focus on the release at work it would happen all on its own, and that got me. It didn’t happen there and then when I read it, but it did make go a little weak at the knees when I read it. I think initially it was the instruction, the nature of that message itself that got me, as I do so love following the instructions that Mistress gives me. She suggested again that I was focusing more and more on the orgasm and that would bring it about again, and this time I started to. My focus went in the direction Mistress had wanted it to go, I started thinking of the releases, of how good and how pleasurable they felt, how I had reacted and what I had experienced…God what thoughts. Had I not been at work I am sure I would have taken the feelings and memories to their conclusion, but as that was the case what I did experience was a pleasurable wave and shiver, much like when Mistress uses the erotic trigger on me. It left me feeling happy and content for the rest of the time that I was at work.

Once I had finished my thoughts immediately turned to what would happen when I got home, and for a very particular reason. After our previous session in January, as well as the release in the morning, Mistress had implanted the suggestion that it would happen as soon as I walked through my front door on getting home from work. And it did! For that reason I was more prepared for the possibility today…although as ever with the mindfucks I can never be completely sure what the truth is, and that’s how I like it. Turns out my guess was accurate on this occasion as I did indeed cum and orgasm spontaneously again when I walked into the house…and it felt great. I stepped over the threshold and was just able to close the door as the pleasurable sensations quickly took me over once again and gave me that sweet release. Despite the fact that I was prepared for the possibility, the unexpected nature of it still added a wonderful extra element to the pleasure just as it had in the morning. Everything that Mistress has planned was playing out, and I loved that as much as the release. The pulsing pleasure and throbbing between my legs as I came, moaning and shaking a little at the wonderful feeling. When I’m not reclined and I experience these things or am in public and have to try and ‘contain’ it I love it just as much; there’s a different element to it, the feeling of the pleasure beating at me and being an undeniable event that must happen because Mistress has made it so. And that really appeals to me, the fact that whatever she has chosen to do to me is engrained so deeply that there is no resisting it when it comes along.

The first day of the previous diary was posted on Patreon not too long after I got back home. I can only reiterate what I was saying before about how happy and how valued that makes me feel. I am just so appreciative of what it represents, of how Mistress is happy for our dynamic to be ‘out there’ and of the time and effort she continues to put into that dynamic, and the ways in which it has helped her learn and develop. I am really excited that it will be out there, and she added a lovely intro to it which just made me beam…as well as calling me her foot boy which continues to make me feel so gooey and wonderful and submissive. I trust Mistress completely and as well as feeling completely safe when she hypnotises and plays with me, I feel completely safe, confident and reassured in all her decisions of that nature. We always discuss things like that on equal terms and I value that greatly as with everything else – Mistress’ effect on me is just so positive and continues to help me develop and grow, and she never fails to make me feel wonderful, perhaps sometimes without knowing exactly how much she does.

I hope you enjoyed this installment.... lots more to come yet ;) 

Chanel x