Diary of my Footboy #Mindfucked- Part 6... (Patreon)

Here it is... the Second session.... I wonder what happened.... 

Day Nine – Tuesday – Second Session

Another day, another session! What an incredible day it’s been…an incredible couple of days! I can only reiterate what I said at the beginning of yesterday’s entry in that I have never experienced anything like it. Truly unlike anything I thought I ever could experience too, and I have Mistress to thank for all of that. As with yesterday’s entry I am going to document everything as much as possible to break it down and properly get to grips with it.

So in terms of how I felt the day began much as the last one had ended; the same sort of feelings were with me, the afterglow of the session, all the pleasure and positivity, happiness and a huge smile on my face! I started chatting with Mistress mid-morning, and it seemed to just refresh all of those feelings in a way, I started to feel a bit gooey. When I told her this, she wasted no time in reminding me who is in charge by instructing me to snap my fingers. It took me by surprise and as I raised my hand to do it I really became aware of how it’s not my choice to do it even though I’m the one snapping. How good it felt to be taken by surprise with Mistress’ influence like that. And how good the sensations felt, just as potent as the night before. Mistress’ next words hung in the air when she said she was going to leave me like that for a while…wow. I felt a great deal of pleasure just from that idea alone, and again more submissive feelings at being used in the way that Mistress chose. I could only answer with ‘mmmmmm’…I do that often just as a way to respond and show I’m still present, and as a way to express if nothing else even if it’s not particularly coherent. Hopefully, it doesn’t annoy Mistress too much when I do it as it happens a lot!

Over a period of time Mistress followed this up with the bubble and erotic triggers a couple of times. The pleasure pooled and stacked until I felt it through my whole body – an intense pleasure constantly washing through me. With the finger snap trigger I found it was similar to the bubble trigger in that if it is at an intense level and I’m left alone for a bit, if Mistress isn’t there constantly stirring the waters, it settles down a little to the point where I can function alright. The pleasure remains, but more sort of at the back of my mind, if that’s the right way to phrase it. The intense sensations will settle down to an urge, an ache to release or to experience more…but calmed down from the point when I am shaking or twitching or whatever. When Mistress was present and combined it with the additional triggers it all flooded me again. This must have gone on for about half an hour or so, until Mistress told me that I may snap my fingers at 11am. Afterwards I had to take a few moments as it left feeling pretty aroused and sensitive, but it was amazing.

Although these triggers are not inherently submissive, at least not in the way something like the Goddess Effect is which amplifies my feelings of submission at that moment, in the afterglow of the previous session I was feeling quite submissive from everything that we had done and what Mistress had laid down in the session – calling me her foot boy constantly, telling me how I would do what she wanted, wanting to please her, keeping me safe and everything else. So when these triggers were used and I was left in that state of pleasure for about forty minutes or so, when my reality was what Mistress wanted it to be right there and then, it made me feel more submissive. I expressed that to Mistress and how it made me want to do my best for her…and she told me that I was her good foot boy! Wow…what a glorious feeling, knowing that she thought that and that I was pleasing her! I treasure that so so much.

It wasn’t all that much later, about an hour, when I received a second surprise – a picture of Mistress in a red outfit. Again this was unexpected, and it hit me hard. Unlike the other triggers Mistress can use, I quickly learned that this one doesn’t build in intensity to get to the point that I have to orgasm, it brings me to the edge immediately…and holds me there. A very fast build up coupled with a need to release, and a need to ask Mistress’ permission for it as well. She held me there, for a few minutes I think it was, and I was squirming and near shaking until she gave me the go ahead. That feeling…that climatic feeling on the edge of orgasm held in your body perpetually until granted release…explosive! It was strong, the release felt great as did the permission to be given it. Mistress took the opportunity to drop in just a tiny mindfuck by asking me what I thought might happen if she didn’t give me the permission to release…she never misses a trick!

Afterwards as we talked a bit she teased me with a couple more bubbles and an erotic. But what was to come next I would never have seen coming, although I probably should have had an idea…but I’m good with the not knowing too! Anyway, I eventually said to her that I was going to take a shower before the session, and perhaps I brought it on myself (in the best way!) by asking if I should tell her how it felt to be bubbling while the water was running over me. So then she instructed me to snap my fingers, and her next words just hung like the others had earlier…’enjoy your shower’. She has this complete and full influence over me, such power to toy with my mind and body like that. I love it so much. The pleasurable sensations calmed down so that I was able to function safely, replaced as I already tried to outline by a need or an urge, if that’s the best way to describe it. The pleasurable sensations were certainly still there but I was able to marshal them better? Anyway my body was a bit more sensitive than normal after everything the day had already brought, and so it was definitely an enjoyably erotic shower! The sensations sort of worked with the water…the feel of it running over me kept my body tingling so it just became one kind of joined feeling, if that makes sense. A pleasurable fugue? Incredible experience.

It was just after 4pm when Mistress announced that she would be leaving me in this state until the session at 7pm. She full stopped that statement with an erotic trigger and then pretty much left me to it. Wow. Like before the feeling calmed down significantly so that I could function alright, but there was an aching and growing need to have that release as the pleasure slowly coursed its way through me. The hourly rushes weren’t as strong by that point, but they started to seem a bit more intense combined with this feeling. Looking back now I imagine that Mistress probably set this up very well to build up to the suggestion she had given that I would experience a huge climax when I saw her face at the beginning of tonight’s session. As the time ticked on I started to think I would be completely drained by the time we got there! Again alongside all these feelings of pleasure it was just so incredible to be in Mistress’ thrall in this manner, that my mind and body were so open for her to use in this way as she so desired it. I keep saying that kind of thing, but it really is a strong driving feeling.

Throughout the earlier part of the day I was still typing the ‘Anunna’s experiment is successful’ messages in Discord. More people asked me about it and I really couldn’t answer! I mean as it had happened a few times now I had a strong idea even though as with all the mindfucks I could never really be sure. No other feelings came with the messages and so I think it has just been one of Mistress’ many delightful ways to experiment on her foot boy, to try out something and see what happens. Like yesterday I became aware of the message after the fact, seeing it as I would any other that had been posted. So there was always the moment of realization when I saw my own name next to it. Someone in the chat even suggested if the experiment was to have me post that the experiment had been successful…and I couldn’t help smiling when I read that.

And so that was the build up to today’s session. This is where I would document the details of the session, except I can’t remember the vast majority of it. Obviously, I know that we have had a session, but apart from one particular detail, which I will get to shortly, I cannot remember anything about it. This isn’t the first time that Mistress has prevented me from remembering exactly what happened during a session, and the absolute truth is that I love it. What happened? What did Mistress do? What did she say? What did I do? Will anything happen tomorrow, or the day after? I can’t answer. To have a whole hour taken from me, locked away in a place to which only Mistress has the key and will unlock when she chooses to do so, is just…so thrilling. For her to have that influence and that ability, and myself having no choice but to accept that. I know that some suggestions from yesterday were going to take place today, namely the reaction when I saw Mistress’ face at the very beginning…but did that happen? I can only assume that it did, but I have no memory of it happening at all. Good Lord.

And so onto the one thing that I can remember about today’s session. An orgasm. The most intense, mind-blowing orgasm ever. The strongest of my life, without question. My awareness of the session really starts with that…with the unbelievable pleasure, my whole body wracked with it, the surrounding world dissolving away in its wake. I felt it so utterly and completely – I was shaking, convulsing even…unlike anything I have ever experienced before. One long explosion of pleasure, not like the stacked one after the other. I was doubled up as the surging pleasure overcame me, pulses of it flooding through me, throbbing need between my legs and felt everywhere. I came so incredibly hard, it was more pleasurable than anything. Not entirely sure how much I can do it justice talking about it here. Even as the main release started to subside it was still intense, I jerked and squirmed unable to keep still as I stayed doubled up. As the rest of the world started to come back a little I was taking deep breaths to try and centre myself, and of course Mistress was sat there watching this happen to me. So much pleasure, so unbelievably intense. My palms were clammy, and I was pretty out of it even as the whole feelings subsided, I must have looked...well I don’t know! It took me a moment to sort of gather myself as focus on Mistress again. As the session ended she was teasing me, how I love it when she does that. I couldn’t remember anything about the hour that had just passed except the intense orgasm I had just had and was fairly incoherent at the end of it. After the session had ended I felt so wonderful, so great, so charged with pleasure…and quite drained! I actually needed to rest a bit afterwards and have something to eat to get some strength back. I laid there feeling quite spacey as I processed what had just happened to me, and it was sublime.

It was about an hour and a quarter later when I messaged Mistress to say thank you and let her know how I was doing. She wasn’t online at the time, so I wished her a great evening and left it at that. However she replied about ten minutes later and told me that I had done really well! Wow…that was…just incredible. The joy was palpable, I was positively glowing. Knowing I have pleased Mistress is another wonderful feeling. About two hours after this I suddenly received a picture from her in a message…a picture of her feet while she was wearing a red outfit. God how beautiful they looked. The need to release came back to me, taking hold as before. Mistress ramped up the pleasure more by instructing me to snap my fingers and sending the same picture to me again twice more…all I could do was ask her for that release as the intense sensations washed over me. She started a countdown at ten, I couldn’t really respond all that much and just waited for the numbers to appear and Mistress’ influence to grow. But of course it wasn’t quite that simple; Mistress was toying with me again, taking her time with the numbers, increasing them and drawing it out in the most tantalizing way.

The release was beautifully intense and left me feeling melty and glowing as has happened so often recently. That’s how I feel as I write this entry looking back on the events of the day, the ones I can remember anyway! Such a sense of positivity and pleasure and a strong afterglow which I’m sure will be with me for days afterwards. Really feel that we have reached new heights in our dynamic and on our journey together – Mistress has said more than once that there is still much more to come, and I really cannot wait for that, I don’t want there to be an end to it as I love it so much. Love belonging to her. Being her foot boy and submissive is so important to me, I value it enormously, and I hope she knows that. I am so lucky to be under the guidance and influence of such a wonderful person, and today has been an incredible step in the continued growth of that.

Well there you go.... He had quite the experience didn't he?...

The diary does continue.... If you want to read more you must let me know...

Chanel