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Another muse and another Lera)

I don't know how to stop time. My life is changing so fast that I can't keep up with it. A week is like the year 2024, and I have already experienced a lot of emotions, met fifty new people and planned trips that I did not even think about. It's interesting that I didn't put any effort into it, I just accepted everything that the universe gave me, went where there was curiosity and where there was a lot of fear. There are still fears, but I really want to overcome them.

The main news - I started to listen to myself. I stopped putting my wishes in a long box. I felt - I did. Thanks to this for the first time in 28 years, I went to the salon for a manicure and pedicure - I just felt curious (I always thought it was an unpleasant, long procedure and just a waste of time - now I have changed my mind), I felt the desire to mold a snowman - I put on gloves and went to mold (without waiting company, or a certain time - just now - because I wanted to). I wanted to dance when I went to the shooting - I take it and dance on the street - because I want it now. I no longer want to preserve my desires, to promise myself to do it someday when the opportunity is right. The opportunity is always now.

It's only been a week that I've been fulfilling my desires at once... the habit hasn't developed yet, but I don't plan to stop. I listen to myself - I feel a desire, feedback - I do.

As always, a week before my new trip to Europe, inspiration returned to me )) I want to shoot, shoot and shoot again. I want - I do) I'm publishing this post and I'm running to shoot a naked love story) I haven't filmed a couple in a long time. A little nervous, but so inspired)

I love everyone, I hug you - and I wish you a good day)