My muse (Patreon)

Shooting with the beautiful Mila 

I feel such a strange state... I don't want to tell where I am and what I saw, I don't want to share it on social networks. I shoot videos, take selfies, but it all ends up as dust on my phone... It's like I've become stingy with my personal life.

Earlier, I wanted to shout to the whole world what I see, what I hear, what I feel - but now there is silence. I feel good - and I don't want to tell anyone about it, I feel bad - and I don't want to tell anyone about it either. I still don't understand what has changed. I will explore myself.