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I'm in Europe again)

Today I will walk the streets of Krakow and tomorrow I will sleep in my bed in Barcelona. I feel that I missed Spain. For warmth, for people, for peace. I realized that Barcelona has become my emotional shield - there I seem to forget about all the bad things, everything that appears on the outside becomes unreal, fictitious and gives the impression that there is no war in Ukraine.

In Kyiv, I caught a little depression, but as soon as everything started to bloom - I was born anew. I spent time with my parents in the village and it was the best 4 days of this trip to Ukraine. I haven't rested like this physically and mentally for a long time. Of course, it was emotionally difficult, but I began to understand myself better. I love my parents and Ukraine infinitely.

So now I am constantly hesitating whether I am making the right choice to return to Ukraine in September. I don't like to make decisions( But this is the main indicator of an adult. So it's time to take responsibility for your life and make a final decision after all.

I also took my cousin with me on summer vacation to Spain) She is twice as young as me, we are not even related, but the bond I feel with her is stronger than with my own sister. Strange, but interesting. Let's see what happens from this)