My muse (Patreon)
Published:
2021-10-06 07:41:26
Edited:
2023-07-24 22:28:16
Imported:
2024-05
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Yana
Finally, my workload has become such that I can think for half a day what I want for breakfast and then cook it for the next half day.
It was always so scary for me not to be busy. I constantly filled my days with various filming (creative, if there are no commercial ones), meetings, fictitious hikes somewhere where I really need ... But in fact, fear is not in idleness, but in the feeling that you are not in demand and nobody needed.
It's good that now I don't feel this anymore and I can just enjoy the emptiness of space, thoughts and deeds.