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For the first time, I feel fear and uncertainty about my future. It seems to me that so much time has passed, and until then I have not decided what I do, what I want and what I strive for.

I just learned to listen to my desires, to understand and be aware of my feelings. 

Yes, I try to do only what I like, to communicate with those people that I like, to eat food that I like ... But I do not see the goal towards which people usually move. It's like I'm going with the flow. Letting things happen for the benefit of my feelings. 

Perhaps it should be so, but the feeling of "not understanding where I am going" began to haunt me.