February 2024 - Monthly Renders (Patreon)

Good evening Citizens,

I just want to apologize because it feels like I've been MIA. The last two weeks have been friggin' awful with my classes and I just never had any free time to work on SL. I know that I'm sounding like a broken record but the problem is that I just took way too many classes and can't juggle full-time with SL. I was hoping I would be able to adjust to the workload but it's just been too difficult. Once I'm done with my classes, the next school week literally starts and the only time I can really sit down and work on SL is Sat/Sun but even then, I feel so burnt out that it's tough to think mentally.

Being transparent is something I always want to do and, to be honest, I don't think things will get better until the end of this semester. I'm literally being bombarded by exams every week and will definitely NOT take as many courses that I have now in Fall. That's at the end of April by the way, in which, I'll also be packing up my bags and moving to a new (shittier) apartment. Classes end in late April and I believe that things will get better for SL, unless I find a decent part-time job which I'm actually planning on doing (mainly because I might actually go broke...)

0.3.15 will be a 'shorter' update that only has a story scene and a beach scene. Since the beach scenes are optional, it might be easily missed. After this update, I will either finish Rita's arc or mess around with a side scene. TBH, I just wanna work on boobies again because life has been so serious lately that I want to write something funny and joyful. I have about 3 days free to work on SL (due to a shortened spring break) and will be working hard since I have time. I'm HOPING I can finish this thing up by the end of the month, but we'll see. Time is ticking and I'm about 90% done but I really want the animations to look good and they can take a bit.

Like always, thank you so much for the support. I do feel like I've let you guys down over the last few months, but I really needed to take this time to move forward with my life. I've been feeling miserable over the last year. Just felt like nothing was going my way and was battling  depression and anxiety. Now, I fully understand why a lot of these devs have mental breakdowns because I feel like I'm living that life. It's like, I don't really have any friends or family nor can I can really share what I do for a living. Imagine going on dates and having to explain what you do. So yeah, it's been pretty lonely these last few years. I have a great community, esp on Discord, but it's not the same as being able to do things like travel or go out with friends. SL is kind of all I have left atm. So thank you so much for your support.

JYP

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