A K-pop Idol 70.3 (Patreon)

Alex thought the guys had done a really good job at improvising a dressing room for them. The room was spacious and nice, and was even decorated with some flowers. The girls then changed their clothes and sat in front of a large mirror where the makeup artists put makeup on their faces. 

Alex was wearing a long-sleeved white blouse which left part of his flat abdomen exposed, a pink pleated mini skirt and white high heels. When all the girls were ready, they did some vocal warm-up and then left the room. As promised, Sergeant Lee Si-won was waiting for them, with the same serious expression as before. During the walk to the place of the presentation, they saw other men, and, unlike Lee Si-Won, they looked very, very happy to see the girls. They cheered as the Sweet Dolls passed by and some even shouted their names.

One guy in particular, however, shouted something to the grumpy sergeant who was accompanying the girls. "Hey, Lee Si-won! I'm sure you're having a lot of fun now!" 

In response, Lee Si-won just growled something intelligible. Alex thought that guy should be from the same hierarchical level as the sergeant or he would be in trouble. But more importantly, it was now clear that the Lee Si-won had some personal problem with the girls, and Alex wondered what it would be…

The presentation would be held in a large courtyard where a stage had been set up. As expected, there were countless guys in the audience, all wearing their uniforms. In that situation, Alex once again felt pretty aware of his female condition. 

There he was, wearing a his girly outfit in front of hundreds of military guys, with his body looking extremely feminine and sexy now, and his beautiful face perfectly made-up. The difference between Alex and them was glaring. It was absurd to imagine, even for Alex himself, that one day he had been like those guys, and even manlier than a lot of them. 

It was a strange feeling, but Alex didn't feel as humiliated as before. It was as if he really was already fully surrendered to his female persona. He simply couldn’t see himself as a man anymore, and this became even more evident in that place. 

The feminized man had long realized that Asian men were a little more subtle while lusting after a girl, but still he could see those guys looking at him with intense desire, almost as if they were hypnotized by her beauty. One of them, more excited, even screamed: “Kim Hana, I love you! Please, leave Byun Sehun! I'm better than him!" and then his buddies laughed. 

The show was very good, with one of the most enthusiastic audiences the group had ever seen. The guys cheered all the time, and went wild during the cutest parts of the choreographies, full of aegyo, like when the girls blew kisses or jumped together. This was undoubtedly an experience that helped to further annihilate Alex's already virtually non-existent male ego…