I'm 33 years old (Patreon)

Last week, I grew another year older.

I am fine. I live with my mother, eat more vegetables, play with my cat and take a walk every day.

Every two months I go sketching at the beach with my friend, a painter.

I enjoy that trip. We don't have to talk much with other painters.

I am still struggling with the painting.

I want to feel the excitement and relief that I feel when I am exploring the game world alone... the richness of feeling as if I am playing in "my garden"... in anything in this world.

This is why I am so concerned about pixels.

But the essence will not be pixels or the game itself.

There must be a visual condition that evokes memories of familiarity and security with the world, and motivates us to take concrete action.

Still, I am not ready to give up my attachment to the old-fashioned toy called pixels. Because that is also me.

The future of the world is uncertain.

I read the news every day, even though I am fed up with it.

But what should I do while I am alive?

The problem of painting is connected to this question.