creation log - feb 2023 (Patreon)

hello you all 🥰

here's a little heads up on my upcoming set. i am working on kitchen clutter to add to the chalk kitchen set i released before.
i am super excited about the clutter items of which you can see a sneak peak on the screenshot. they are still a work in progress so the textures are not completely done yet!
i also prepared another set of liberated terrain paints that i want to share with you very soon.

for some reason i sometimes get really stressed and anxious about sharing my work in progress with you even though i love hearing your feedback on it and don't have any negative experiences with it.
and the other thing is that i struggle with some basic tasks like uploading all my sets to curseforge which i feel a bit bad about because it's such a handy new tool...
the problem is that i still struggle with my depression in various intensities of it in forms of tiredness and/or anxiousness. it also causes me to not be able to do chores that seem to be not very complicated.
i think without being depressed and staying inside a lot i would have never spend so much time learning cc creation, but unfortunately it sometimes drowns my creativity in a bunch of sadness and stress...
i didn't plan to write all this but now that i have got it off my chest i feel actually a lot better. i hope it even makes sense because i don't feel like i am very good at explaining my emotions sometimes.

despite that i am the luckiest person when i get inspiration for my cc and see the result of it in game when it comes together in a way that i want to share with you eventually. sometimes i can not believe that i am able to pursue my hobby as my career and that's all thanks to you!
you all don't even know how much your support means to me and how grateful i am to be able to live off of making custom content for my favourite game of all time. thank you so much for that 💛💛💛

lots of love,
charly