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FINALLY lol. Got the hard drive back today and they were able to recover everything on it, so we're officially back in business on that front.

i also want to say thank you again for all the kind words and thoughts. i'm doing a lot better now that we've settled a lot of the affairs. from the start of this, most of my emotional strain has been in service of helping out the family members who were much closer to my grandpa than I was, namely my parents. my grandpa and i weren't particularly close by the end, but it's been very hard for them, my mom especially, so I've been doing everything i can to help them out. it's been a lot, but it's in a good spot now (good as it can be, at least). i've been passing along the sweet messages you all sent and it's really meant a lot to them as well, so thank you again for that kindness. it's been deeply felt and appreciated.

i think friday/saturday will be the Guy video that won the poll. there's certainly the possibility of that not working out, but that's the plan for now. and monday/tuesday will then be the Quinn/Darlin video before we start HBS. i hope you all are well. see ya soon.


*** Edit: so that plan didn't work out. The good luck took a bit of a turn practically as soon as I finished writing this original post; Friday and this weekend got completely eaten up with more grandpa stuff. The Darlin'/Quinn video will still release Monday/Tuesday. I'll get the Guy video together at some point soon. Thanks for your patience and sorry for the further delay.

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Anonymous

Make sure you take care of not just your loved ones but yourself. And my heart goes out to your mother and your family - sending love and hope that way! Deepest condolences and wishing you all the best.

Hannah King

Continuing to send love and support to you and your family💜. Losing a family member can be hard, even when we ourselves aren’t the hardest ones impacted by it. Sending extra love, condolences, and comforting thoughts to your mom 💐💙

Crimson Wolf

Awww I'm glad your doing well Erik but please continue to take care of your family, I know how hard it can be I lost both my grandfather's 10 years ago. I hope your mom's doing Okay and remember to take care of yourself as well sending you and your family much love and glad to have you back Erik 🤍🤍🤍🤍

Midgardian

Im glad you are doing better now. I don't know how must be to loose a grandparent all though i lost my greatgrandparents who i met and played as a kid who love dearly. Sometimes is easy when you are not that close but it is not to those who were. i hope that your family specially your mom receives all the love of her family. Letting go is hard but we must not forget what we had and how much we loved the time we had. Stead of remembering what we lost lets focus on the good moments, we had and what we have right here right now in life, love it and give the time it must.

hazel

I'm so glad to hear your family and you are doing better (as well as can be considering this situation) Thank you for all your hard work!! the emotional support in your life we can't see and the one we do see for us here and on youtube. I cannot wait for the next videos (except i can) and i'm sending you the best of wishes!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍

RainyDay

I'm so glad things are starting to ease up for you a bit ☺️ feelings about family we aren't close to can definitely be complicated. I lost my great-aunt last year around this time; my mother had been very close to her (her name is actually my legal middle name) but I hadn't seen her since I was a kid. She had also always been very religious but took a sharp right turn as she got older and had some pretty...questionable opinions. Parsing through my feelings about her passing and trying to be there for my mom was a complicated experience to be sure. Wishing you and your family all the peace and comfort 💚💚💚

Anonymous

Being of service to the ones we love can bring its own sort of comfort. Thinking of you and yours.

Anonymous

Glad to hear that you're feeling better ^^ I think it's incredibly sweet that you're helping your family as best as you can, but as always, please remember to take care of yourself as well

worms

glad to hear you're doing okay! wishing your relatives well.

MissRaptor

So glad to hear things have calmed down more for you. Genuinely made me smile. I know all too well how family emotional strain can take it’s toll on the mind (and sometimes on the body). Being there like that for a parent takes a lot, and no doubt she loves the hell out of you for that support. 💕 And awesome to hear your hard drive was saved by the computer gods XD. I can remember back in the day when I’ve had the ‘ole pop-up-ads-that-cover-your-screen viruses back in the day. It’s traumatized me so much, that I’ll have flashbacks if a page loads even a sec or two too slow! I have 2 externals I use to back up, but still get afraid if I could “infect” one of THOSE accidentally! Technology is so stressful lol. Doesn’t help that my comp is from 2012 though, either…and of course I didn’t upgrade to windows 10 *because* of all that fear! Anyway, this post is nice :) Looking forward to your vids—whenever, and whatever they may be next! 💖💖

Anonymous

Glad to hear things are settling. Even though the loss hit others hard in a different way- remember what you've said in goodness knows how many audios: pain is not a competition, and your struggles matter even if they don't seem as severe. It's taxing to be emotional support too. Keep taking care, sending hugs for your mama 🫂 Look foreword to hearing your voice again soon!

Frenchie

Thanks for taking the time to update us. Take care of you. :)

SaraJSweetheart

TW for mentions of s****l a***e. You'll probably never read this, bit I also want to thank you, your audios have tremendously helped me with my ptsd recovery. Before discovering redacted audio, the name "Gavin" only HD horrible associations for me - being the name of the man who abuses me

Green Blue

I am incredibly happy that you were able to find peace. This channel also helped me. Before I found this channel, I believed that an asexual person could never enjoy romantic or sexual content and that it was wrong to think so, after listening for about 1.5 years, my view has shifted and I’m more comfortable in my sexuality than ever before :)

Ardent Melody

I'm very new to your channel Redacted but passing along my condolences to your family. I'm glad things are - as much as they can be - looking up.

Anonymous

i’m so happy for you!!! i hope your journey through this continues to be a positive one and im so glad this community has helped you. it’s such a beautiful and welcoming one, i’m so happy you found your home in it. all the best wishes ❤️❤️❤️

Glitter Goblin

is the pizza boi still happening? 🥺

Litlkim

Welcome! You’re about to embark on an amazing, and huge, world of stories 💜

Ardent Melody

Thank you! OMG yeah trying to catch up and there are SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO LISTEN TO.

Litlkim

You’re very welcome! We love new fans around here 💜Just remember, almost every storyline has at least a small link to others, some are huge overlaps. So there may be times things get confusing 😊 I’d suggest double checking the Everything playlist for the “total” order of all audios release dates (not necessarily their chronological order) if you’re not sure where something fits it. Also, don’t forget the ton of audios that are on here cause they got removed by Erik from YouTube (to be safe) Enjoy!

Ardent Melody

Thank you so much for the tips. Yeah Sam is my favorite character here so far but I went into Inversion like "Oooooookaaaaaaayyyy I've got SO much more work to do here" lmao.

Litlkim

Oh boy, you jumped in the deep end lol You’ll get it 💜I suggest waiting (unless you already listened) on Imperium & Cataclysm. You need to know canon for it to work it’s magic lol

Rach

It will. As Erik said in the post it might not go to plan but I’m sure it will be out

Ardent Melody

Stumbled into an Imperium audio haha and you weren't kidding lol. I appreciate the outreach and advice. Happy listening, new friend!

CarrotSam

Sorry to hear that things didn't work out and that is alright. It happens. Thank you for keeping us updated though. No worries on the Guy vid being delayed. We get it when we get. Take your time on it.

Green Blue

I’m just glad you updated us! I don’t mind waiting as long as I know you’re okay. It might be a little weird or pathetic, but when I’m expecting an upload from a creator I care about and it doesn’t come my first thought is “I hope they are okay.”

highkeymika

basically echoing what other people are saying but it bears repeating that as long as you're okay we can wait ! theres no rush , take all the time you need ! <3

theSpooder

It’s okay~ all good!!! We still love you and appreciate your efforts! Family first!! 🥰🥹

Litlkim

With the extra Quinn content and the upcoming HBS line-up, I think everyone would be fine with you putting Guy in your back pocket for a later date…saving it for an occasion where maybe you’re behind on stuff or just aren’t in a headspace to record. 💜 Thanks for letting us know.

Anthea the Tiefling

Thank you for letting us know. I am looking forward to the extra Quinn stuff Please take care of yourself and your family 😁

Sarina Boghosian

It’s fine take all the time you need Eric ❤️

Sweepy

Thanks for keeping us updated, Erik! Take your time!

RainyDay

Same, I hadn't seen the edit to this post until just now and I was getting a bit worried 😅

Lovely Deviant Alyssa

🩷 So glad to hear that things are going a bit better recently! And I'm so glad that you and your family are doing okay, amidst such a difficult loss. As much as someone can be doing okay, in a situation like this, of course 💜 As always, I'm sending lots of love, warm wishes, and good thoughts your way! And please, take all the time you need, with anything and everything. No need to worry about any delay. Truly, there's absolutely no rush or expectation, with any of this. Just do whatever you feel is best for yourself, in whatever form that may take. Thank you so much, for everything you do. It's so greatly appreciated and valued! And thank you so much for sharing these updates with us, as well. Again, it's all very much appreciated! 💖 And needless to say... I'm looking so forward to all of the amazing, fun content, currently on the horizon! 😍 Great stuff!

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