Imperium!Ivan Explicit Audio [Read Warnings] (Patreon)

Right from the start-- this audio is rough, dark, and heavy, and I debated not posting it. If it's not something you want to listen to, that is absolutely understandable and valid, and don't worry, we'll be back to an emphatically-consenting, sweet and caring NSFW next month. I really hesitate to even call this one a "bonus audio" in the conventional sense. Please don't listen to this if you're not in a headspace to do so:

TRIGGER WARNING: the audio depicts [violent non-consensual biting] and [sexual assault], far more unambiguously than any of my previous hard audios. This audio involves the listener character blatantly ignoring Ivan telling them to stop during the feeding section, and again as the listener character is trying to initiate sex. The feeding immediately passes Ivan's comfort levels and despite him explicitly telling them to stop repeatedly, they continue. The listener then tries to initiate sex and Ivan again tells them to stop, but he is ignored and tranced so that he'll participate. Unlike my other hard audios where certain things are left ambiguous, allowing them to more easily be seen as potentially, if dubiously, consensual, Ivan unequivocally tells them to stop, and they don't. He doesn't want to have sex with them, so they trance him into a state where he then desperately wants to. It includes [coercion][manipulation][violence against voiced character by listener character][crying][begging][pained sounds][rough biting sounds][victim blaming for arousal from non-consensual acts][non-consensual mind control/hypnosis of the voiced character to facilitate sex][dehumanization and objectification of the voiced character][voiced character personality shift due to mind control][no aftercare offered to the voiced character][abandonment of the voiced character after control is released]

PLEASE be mindful of the warnings for this audio. It is a very unhappy ending. Not only does it go to dark places, in this one the listener character is the one enacting those non-consensual acts, which can be upsetting even to people who normally don't mind this harder kind of thing when the roles are reversed. Compounded by the fact that this is Imperium!Ivan, who hasn't even done anything objectionable, unlike in the prime universe, so there isn't even a revenge/catharsis to fall back on. Please tread carefully.

I also want to add what I put in the comments here:
I want to clarify some things about this release. And I don't say any of these things to minimize anyone else's opinions of this audio, or how it affected it them; with topics this personal it's more important than ever that it be discussed in a way that's respectful to the differing feelings on it, because those differing feelings are valid and justified, and based on our own experiences. But I want to further contextualize it beyond what's outlined in the description.

I understand that this audio is very intense and outside of a lot of people's comfort zones, and rightfully so. That was why it was VERY important to me to adequately tag it, and outline what happens in it, as well as give repeated statements throughout that post to avoid this audio if you weren't in a headspace for the kind of things that were outlined. This audio doesn't glorify the acts done within it. They are labeled and contextualized as acts that are wrong, because they are. I didn't make this audio lightly, and I didn't make it for shock value, it was made as a way of working through events I've faced in my own life in a way that's safe and external to those experiences. It ultimately ended up going to levels that I hadn't initially planned when I first imagined (and announced) it. I certainly wouldn't have teased the thumbnail beforehand so flippantly had I known the depths this audio was going to go to once I started to actually write it, and then that it would go even deeper when it came time to record it. This audio includes more stuff that came to the surface improvisationally in the moment than anything else I've made, and the final result is far more personal than what I had planned. I don't usually go into detail about my own personal experiences that shape parts of my content, because I don't always have space within myself to get into those experiences publicly. Not without some layer of creative narrative to separate the feelings of those experiences and put them in a context I can safely interact with. Content of this nature and intensity is not something I make lightly or often, and I only chose to share this one at all after a lot of deliberation, because I felt that having that safe fictional space for some people to engage with those concepts could be of value, like it's been for myself and others. But only if I was incredibly and explicitly clear about the content of this audio, how it could negatively affect people to engage with it if they weren't in an emotional space to interact with that kind of thing, and to state in the title and multiple times from the beginning all the way to the end of the description to please heed those warnings and make an informed decision so as to not be blindsided by the intensity of it. Ultimately I feel this audio has value, and while it should absolutely be avoided by people who aren't in a position to engage with those experiences given their own boundaries, backgrounds, and limits, I think that content with these themes has value in existing, so long as it is thoroughly tagged, labeled, and doesn't glorify those acts, and I held myself to those guidelines when I created and released it.