Merry Christmas! (Patreon)
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I want to wish everyone here a Merry Christmas in Europe and the rest of the world the next few days!
I also want to welcome new people who decided to support me on here, I super super appreciate that!
I have been super busy helping my mom organizing and fixing the house the past few months since I arrived from Germany, so uploads has been terrible slow, it's the price I have to pay for coming back here.
But after since I talked to my mom through video chat while I was in Germany, I saw how miserable she was, with the filthy and messy house which also affects people's mood in a negative way, so I decided to drop off the fancy life I was living in Germany to move back in temporary with my mom and help her with the house, so I know she'd be much happier while I am gone getting my life back on track.
But there's a trade off, as dropping my fancy life, has made myself worse, and depressions / anxieties has increased dramatically, hence all the scary posts I've made on Twitter, I truly don't mean what I say but I say alot of dumb stuff when I am at my lowest, but I am trying to fight it the best I can, I try not to worry much about myself and only think about getting things finished here, it's what keeps me busy.
I'm also teaching her that hoarding stuff doesn't make the house bigger, it makes it smaller, which makes your happiness smaller, but you don't have to throw literally everything away to become happier, as if you do, you'll lose everything, thus making happiness a nonexistent thing, so there's a balance you have to stay at.
My goal here is to be done around late 2020, thus I start my project on moving to Canada to start my own life properly, where I will settle down, create a bunch of arts, animations, comics, basically pump out every creative projects I can think of, both digitally and traditionally!
And all this has not been possible without your insane amount of help, every penny you have given, has gone to help out me and my mom, who deserve better, I just wish I could give more, but my time here helping is all I can give for now.
I honestly can't thank you enough, my patrons, who felt like you had to give some of your hard earned money towards me.
If I manage to pull through all this and get done at deadline, I want to give you all what you deserve, all of my time and more posts. <3
Thank you.
Much love,
Leto