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hopeless happiness (Patreon)

Published:
2019-11-24 20:31:22
Imported:
2020-10

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forgive me

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Tickledlion

I fully agree with what's said here... and I really hope that if this is any sign of how you're feeling that things get turned around for you and you can feel truly happy

Anonymous

We love you Leto hang in there fren

Cats n' Cameras

*hugs tight* I'm with you through the good and the bad, thick and thin.. If there's ever anything I can offer, or assist with, please don't hesitate to ask.

Duster

Stay stong Leto. Please. :c

Fluff W0lf

It's so hard being alone, surrounded by people, but none of them understanding or caring who you are or what you're going through. Surrounded by water with not a drop to drink. It seems to never get better, but it gets easier to deal with. We can all wish well, wish that you had a friend or someone close that could be there for you in your time of need because everyone is so close, yet far away. Stay strong Leto, you may be lonely, but you will never be alone. Hold on tight and hold yourself high, there's always something or someone that can make a difference, a light in the dark. Be there for yourself and try to stay positive Leto, it's not the end

Anonymous

Leto, you make all of us happy and we'll be here for you. There is beauty in the world and you're not only a part of it, you add to it. We love you.

letodoesart
>>29342623

i do make many people happy.. but none makes me happy.. and i wish i was a good addition to this world, but only see a dead guy when i look myself in the mirror..

Navos

Why you alone rudderbutt? Go take a vacation to visit Mango and Shurya :3

letodoesart
>>29342023

seems like its getting harder everyday, not easier like some peoole.. and i am basically alone whenever i step away from my laptop, because i literally put all my life on the internet, i havent lived a life irl so i feel alone when im offline...

letodoesart
>>29343427

prefer not, plus not everyone has the money to go wherever they want. and im alone because i have no local friends in my area to visit regularly.

Fluff W0lf

Do you have social anxiety?

letodoesart
>>29344326

social anxiety, depression, social inexperience, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, stress disorders, basically the whole want to die package..

Fluff W0lf

I've dealt with a lot of issues in the past, and I've learned that the best strategy against anxiety, fear and self loathing is to slowly expose yourself to things that you avoid. It's terrifying, exhausting and it feels like you're going to die sometimes... But every toe dip in the unknown teaches a lesson on what to do the next time. I know it's scary and seemingly impossible. You want to curl up and just wither into nothing. You feel worthless, scared... Small... It's your brain telling you these things... Warping the truth into your own twisted and sick reality. You can't let those thoughts control you. You're in control! A life controlled by fear is no life at all. Tell yourself that you can. Even if you have no friends, you don't need them to make a positive change in yourself. Friends will come in time with relationships you make with people you don't yet know. Baby steps Leto, change doesn't happen overnight. You don't have to start out big, just step outside and see what happens

letodoesart

Already tried all of these, as this picture I drew, basically explains my life. But there's only so much I can do right now, I gave up on my life to help my mom because my sisters took advantage of her and didn't help her, so I traveled all the way from Germany back to my hometown in northern Norway to live with my mom while helping her fix the house. Sometimes I regret it but I'd regret it more if I let her to die in depression just like my dad. It's either me or my mom, and I put my mom first, despite how much pain I'm going through right now. I just don't want to live with more guilt than I already have after my fathers passing.

Killer Space

You're doing what you can, and that's what matters. Don't ever let anyone tell you you're not doing enough. Keep on trucking; we've got your back.

letodoesart

And I do know how life works, how friendships are made, how relationships are made, I'm just the type of guy that understands how but life avoids me from getting any. Idk if I should thank life or not, it probably doesn't want me to reproduce with the severe emotional imbalances that I have and leave offsprings with similar symptoms. (I know that's not how it works) But life is purposedly making it difficult.

Neos8

*hugs*

Anonymous

*sends all the hugs*

Anonymous
>>29344836

I wish you were closer. I'd zoom over and administer emergency medical hugs.

CodyTheFox

We are here for you bud! I know it seems like a thankless position your in but you really do make loads of people happy! I really wish you the best bud!! Maybe you just need to take a break and find out who you really are. Anyway much love Leto dont let the world bring you down bud, there is still so much for us all to see!!

Anonymous

For what it matters for some random person on the internet, I hope things get better for you, really do. Not gonna say otherwise because it sounds like you're in a tough situation and from the little I know it sounds like you're right to be stressed over your situation, but it'll get better some day. Might not be tomorrow, might not be next month, but little by little it can. Nothing can truly stay the same forever even if it feels like it will. For what it's worth just being someone you don't know, I'm here if you need someone to talk to.

Alexi Civitas
>>29344563

Ones own mind can be a terrifying place for sure. Talking things out has been a help for me whenever I work up the nerve to bug others about my problems.

Shiro-kitsune

The trick to life is to understand that no one is always happy. We cant be happy without also having sadness, but sadness isnt a bad thing, its a means to something better. If something is getting you down say you feel you're not good enough, then make the change to be who you want to be but also appreciate the fact that you took the time and added that weight upon yourself for the betterment of others. Depression isnt something easy to deal with but a trick I've always lived by is doing a root cause, keep digging and keep asking why you feel the way that you do, understand what it is you need to achieve and understand that it does get better at time. The lower you get in life it means the more potential you have to get better and grow. Life for everyone is a struggle, but its not about always looking forward to the trials ahead or the trials you're facing but seeing the trials youve overcome, see where you've grown, see all the things youve done to help others. We never grow without effort and we never learn without making mistakes. Life is a fleeting gift, and the scariest thing you will ever face in it is yourself. You are always in control of your life and youre the one who takes on the burdens in it, be proud youve taken on so much and you keep marching forward. Youre a great guy and an amazing artist. Just keep your head held high, keep asking for support when you need it and keep growing and be a wiser man for it.

Anonymous

Love you Leto ❤

Anonymous

Thinking about you, Leto.

Anonymous

I know the feeling brother, just know that I'm walking the path by your side matching your every step. You're never alone in this battle of depression. I'm always here, and I know I speak for every one of your other patrons when I say "we are here and we care about you and love you for far more than just your art." I feel like I've developed a bond with you through your art and the messages spoken through them, I won't give up on you so please, don't give up on yourself... we love you Leto. <3

Anonymous

Love you Leto we are here for you. ❤️

Cygnus

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