I want to cry (Patreon)

Hello I just received a message saying that the chapter for overlord and supreme didn't update. Long story short, the chapter didn't upload for some reason I don't understand and now my chapter is fucking lost.
It was a long chapter since I wanted to wrap the discussion with Milaris in one chapter. Now I lost everything and I need to rewrite
I felt like I wanted to flip my computer. I am sorry for the inconveniences.
Now I can only post it tomorrow afternoon or perhaps night. I am not in the correct mood to write anything right now,😭