A Personal Note. (Patreon)
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Now, I'm probably just over thinking things and getting all worked up for nothing. But honestly feel like I'm failing as a content creator.
You see, I have ADHA and Asperger Syndrome. Quite the combo and they have advantages and disadvantages. One advantage being I have one hell of an imagination and a natural talent for art and creating stories.
But I SUCK, at time scheduling, time management and being organized. Also my motivation and drive is powered souly by passion and personal interest. And well.... That can be a double edged sword.
It's good when I got the drive, 'cause when I got it, I'm a fucking machine at what I do! But once that drive loses momentum, it's like trying to start a car with a dead battery.
And right now, I feel burnt out. I want to keep making chapters and audio stuff, and it's kills me when I don't.
(By the way this is no way me saying I'm quitting. I'll never quit.)
It's just when I slow down and lose momentum, I feel like I'm letting those who like my stuff, down.
Again, I'm probably overthinking things and there's really nothing to worry about. I just wanted to get it out there how I'm doing and how I'm trying to process things.
What do you think? Am I overthinking and worrying about nothing?