Pausing December Billing Cycle (Patreon)

...Apologies for any inconvenience /bows

Truth be told, I'm struggling over what I should do at this rate. I thought for sure Patreon was what I wanted, I really did. When I first opened it up and saw people were actually willing to pay to subscribe to me to see my art I cried real tears.

But recently I'm finding myself questioning more and more whether Patreon is the way to go for me. I've paused several billing cycles in a row now because I just don't feel I can contribute enough art per month due to other commitments.

I'm so sorry; I'm just a bit stuck. Ideally, I'd like to get into the swing of one colored/sketch per week along with hopefully one fully rendered piece per month. I just...still don't feel ready. I'm giving it one more month of a break, then I'll see where I stand. 

(Non-art related) I also feel a huge disconnect from the type of person I am and the wg art community in general. This is a personal thing...