Oldest to Youngest Part 2 of 2 (Patreon)

She stayed in that room for several minutes and tested as many things as she could bring herself to. Sucking her thumb some more (Even trying out a paci.), playing with some of the toys, and finally... something she knew she had to try.

The idea of it kinda disgusted her, but she knew she’d never forget about it if she didn’t at least try it once.

In the middle of the playroom, she got down to her knees and took a few deep breaths. It was shockingly hard to get her body to do what she wanted, as she tried hard to break almost two decades of potty training by force. It took several moments, but finally she felt a warm trickling flowing into the padding around her crotch. Her cheeks were burning red from blushing, but she kept going. It also felt a little... good, in a strange way she couldn’t understand.

She thought she was about finished when she said,

“Oh. Uh oh...” She felt her body unexpectedly pass a little gas before beginning to give in to a new type of accident.

Sadie’s strong instinct was to try to stop it, but she fought against that feeling and bit her lip as she actually did the opposite and pushed. With her hands in her lap and her knees bending a little bit more instinctively, Sadie could feel the moment her pull-up suddenly filled more and more with her mushy accident. The back of it sagging and pulling towards the floor as it was filled by her like a little baby losing control. Sadie’s mind was reeling a little and trying to decide why what she was doing felt so exhilarating to her!

“Hey Sadie, the kids are still with Dad. What are you doing in--.”

Sadie’s heart might as well have stopped, as she froze at the sound of her Mother’s voice cut off right behind her as the door to the playroom creaked open. She hadn’t at all heard someone enter the house, nor heard anyone’s footsteps moving towards the playroom.

As the mushy accident in her pants was just finishing up, Sadie nervously looked over her shoulder and saw her Mother’s jaw wide open as her eyes were looked on Sadie’s surely droopy behind. The two women stood and knelt there respectively for what felt like an hour before Sadie finally broke out of her shock first.

So embarrassed that she couldn’t say a word to her Mother, Sadie ran past her and out of the room! The mushy accident swaying and shifting in her pants, she ran to the bathroom and locked the door behind her as she started the shower up.

*****

Hours later, Sadie had been long since showered and the rest of her family had returned. Despite what she feared, when Sadie came to dinner her Mother didn’t look at her or treat her any differently. The woman was a good actress, Sadie thought.

Sadie was a little surprised, but relieved as she thought maybe her Mom would just block it out and pretend she never saw anything... until, later that night there was a soft knock at her door and Sadie, now fully dressed in her normal pajamas and underwear, told whoever it was to come in. It was her Mother.

“Hey sweetheart,” The woman said as she shut the door behind her. “Are you okay?” The woman was talking in a more gentle voice than Sadie had heard her use to her eldest daughter in years. This was a voice usually reserved for the woman’s two youngest.

“I uh... y-yeah Momma. I’m okay.” Sadie responded a little awkwardly as her Mother sat down on her bed next to her.

Her Mother paused for a few moments before taking a breath and saying, “Sweetheart, would you like to tell me anything about what I saw today? If you don’t want to, I won’t pressure you, but this is a safe space.”

Sadie’s cheeks turned almost as red as when she pooped her pull-up, but figured there wasn’t really any point in lying or not being honest. So... she told her. She told her everything. She told her about how she’d been feeling about her siblings, and her Mom and Dad. She told her about how stressed she’d been and how many responsibilities she was worrying about having. She told her more and more and kept sharing until she had started crying without realizing it. Her Mother was serious, and nodded along with everything she said before pulling the sobbing girl into her lap and rocking her.

Sadie felt pretty childish whimpering in her Mother’s lap as an 18 year old, but right now it was what she needed.

“Thank you for telling me sweetheart.” Her Mother said in a gentle voice. “I promise, things are going to be different around here.”

*****

And they were. Even when she was acting like a ‘big girl’ as her Mother now secretly called her, things had calmed down from the amount of pressure Sadie’s parents had been putting on her. But in secret, Sadie was allowed to relax and really get into a different kind of mindset altogether. It was a secret just between Sadie and her Mother. (She wasn’t even sure her Dad knew.) Her Mother had bought her a pacifier, a pack of white diapers, a few stuffies, and some other cute clothes, and was happily encouraging her daughter. It took a bit of getting used to, but as Sadie became more and more comfortable playing on her bed in between diaper changes from her Mother she realized she really was getting a second chance at some of the childhood she’d missed out on...