Rediscovered Childhood Part 1 (Patreon)

Even today Jordan still sometimes got that strange little itch in the back of her mind that told her that what she was doing was “wrong” or “weird”. As she lay there with her coloring book, in her adult sized crib, with a gorgeous paci in her mouth, and wearing nothing but her comfy pink sweater and a diaper she felt at peace. Unfortunately, society’s misconceptions about “acting like a child” still weighed on her mind once in a while.

It had all started when she was babysitting for her cousin. Her little cousin was an adorable 3 year old girl who she had only met a handful of times before. Jordan’s Aunt, the little girls’ Mother, had asked her to babysit while she was out of town for the weekend. Jordan herself had just recently graduated college and was a little bit lost on where she wanted to go next.

At her parent’s encouragement, she had decided to study law and criminal justice instead of art or music. They had told her that she needed to find a more realistic job, that she wasn’t a kid anymore. Jordan had reluctantly obeyed them and studied hard throughout college to try to become a lawyer. Though despite her best efforts, she got minimal job offers as she was graduating and found herself living back at home when she was finished with school. A few weeks had gone by and Jordan was still looking for work; so her Aunt offered the opportunity to babysit her cousin for a long weekend for a large amount of money. Jordan accepted without another thought. Besides the money, she took the job just to get out of her parents’ house for a few days. Maybe the time away would give her some time to think and access what she should do next.

Jordan’s cousin was truly adorable. The little girls’ name was Angie and she was the sweetest little kid that Jordan had ever met. With her big bright eyes and her flowing golden locks, Angie never seemed to run out of a good mood or ever run out of energy. Jordan watched the girl with a strange curiosity that she hadn’t felt in a long time. She didn’t know if it was the way the girl loved coloring, or the way she exploded in laughter watching her television shows, or how she adored all the food that Jordan made for her, but the girl just had a beautiful way of looking at the world in such a magnificent way.

Jordan remembered those times. She remembered when she used to be so carefree and innocent and would run around all day just enjoying the sunshine and loving life. These days her parents would get upset at her if she even wasted an afternoon painting a picture rather than studying her law books. It just wasn’t fair!

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When Jordan put her cousin to bed that night she made sure to check the little girl’s pull-ups. (Her Aunt had warned her that Angie never told anyone when she needed a change.) Just as she suspected, the little girls’ padded underwear was soaked. She went about and did her babysitter duty before putting the girl to bed.

She found it strangely fascinating how her cousin and other kids she’d babysat for in the past could just totally forget they were wearing diapers and wet ones at that! It was as if it just didn’t bother them at all.

“Goodnight sweetie.” Jordan said before shutting the door.

Jordan walked back the living room and sat down on the couch. She tried to distract herself by watching some TV but for some reason she couldn’t get the thought out of her head. Those that she babysit just always seemed so happy and careless and didn’t care what anyone thought... she wanted to be like that again. She was sick of her parents judging her.

Even the diapers seemed like such a strange thing to be fascinated by, but she was. They didn’t even need to worry about where they went to the bathroom, they could just go whenever and wherever they wanted. Sure it sounded a little weird, or a little gross, but intriguing none the less. And if she had an accident, she could always just change herself when she had time.

‘Herself’. If ‘she’ had an accident. Jordan could feel her cheeks turn red as she realized that she’d started thinking about herself in the their position. Was she actually... considering this?

Jordan stood there pondering things as she finished getting into her pj’s and brushing her teeth. When she was finally ready for bed, she paused before heading to her bedroom.

Am I crazy for thinking all of these things? I mean what adult actually wants something like this? What adult would want to act like a goofy little kid, and spend all day coloring and watching cartoons? What adult would actually want to wear diapers? What would her parents say!?

She walked past Angie’s bedroom door and went to her own bedroom she’d be sleeping in for the night. Something about it all had just reminded her of when she was little herself. So full of life and energy, something that Jordan desperately missed in herself. For the majority of her life she had been letting her parents control her and did whatever they wanted.

Maybe she did have to try it; all of it.

Jordan walked to the bathroom where Angie’s Mother kept most of the little girls’ changing supplies. She opened up the cupboard and reached inside, pulling out one of her cousins’ pull-ups...

Picking up the pull-up, a cute little pink and white one with teddy bears on it and she had felt a strange rush of excitement go through her. She peeked inside her yoga pants and saw that she had been wearing panties that were just as cute if not cuter than the pull-ups she was contemplating putting on. Her underwear was the only part of her wardrobe that her parents had no control over. The rest of her outfits were often deemed “too cute” in her parents eyes. So she was normally forced to wear jeans, dark pants, and dull shirts.

Feeling the urge to rebel bubbling inside of her, Jordan tore off her clothing and dressed herself in the cute pink tank-top she had hidden in her suitcase. Then she held the pull-up in front of her; curiosity overtaking her sense that these thoughts were something strange.

She knew that if she didn’t try it now the thought would eat away at her. Besides, no one else besides Angie would be back at the house until the end of the long weekend. She had 3 days to try it, and if she didn’t like it she never had to wear one again. Holding the pull-up she took one last look at her pink rainbow decorated panties laying discarded on the ground.

With a deep breath she savored the moment as she stepped into the padded garment one foot at a time. Then, very slowly, she pulled it up her legs.
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This story was written by Zander Chesney

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