You can't hold it... Can You? (Patreon)

“Can you be a strong boy today and walk to the potty?”

I was flexing my bladder muscles for all they were worth. I was hoping the urge to pee would retreat like it did before, but I’ve ignored it too long and know I’m desperate. I wanted to impress her. I started to stand up, but *splash*... a little bit of pee came out. I quickly sat back down, grabbed my crotch and squeezed my legs together to get it to stop. Now I was back to square one

“You’re trying so hard to hold it and that makes me happy. Be strong and try again. I know you can do it”

I rallied all the courage I could. Still clutching the front of my diaper and swaying back and forth on my seat, I stood up again. This time an even bigger *splash* came out. I stopped myself, but I could tell my diaper got a little heavier in the front. I was fiercely holding on, but losing the battle. I feared taking one step would be all it would take. I moved my left leg away from the table... the dam began to break and tumble down. ‘NO!’ I said as my bladder muscles collapsed. A little trickle of pee gave way to a river of pee gushing into my diaper with a vengeance. Among the birds in sky and the breeze through the trees, you could hear the forceful stream of pee pouring out. Physically, it felt amazing to feel it flowing out of me as my muscles relaxed, but mentally and emotionally... I feel weak, defeated and a disappointment. As my diaper grows in size and weight, my pride is shrinking and shriveling.

“Oh honey, I’m so sorry you weren’t able to hold it. I know how important it was to you. I don’t want you to feel super sad about this. Everyone has their strengths and weaknesses according to mother nature. Your bladder muscles are underdeveloped. Everyone has their weakness, just like Superman and Kryptonite. If your bladder muscles were as strong as your mind and heart, you could hold your pee for days. Unfortunately they’re not and you need to continue wearing diapers. Diapers are an incredible ally and you should be thankful for them. They give you strength, courage and most of all they give you the gift of dry pants”

I know you’re probably right, but I just wish it were different. All the girls in my classes seem to know about me. They call me names like ‘Mr. Pissy Pants’ and ‘Huggies Humper’. Yesterday in one of the library aisles, Mark held my arms behind my back while Stacy tickled me. Their plan worked... in seconds I was pissing myself. Stacy started laughing while mark and his friends started pushing me back and forth. I made the mistake of pushing back and they just beat me up. As I was laying on the floor waiting for the beating to stop, my diaper was spilling out into my jeans as stacy watched with a smile. I couldn’t fight back and apparently neither could my Pampers.

“Nobody treats my sweetie like this and gets away with it! I had no idea this was going on. I guess you’ve been too embarrassed to tell me. If Pampers aren’t cutting it all the time, then we can move you up to something a little more absorbent. They won’t just hold a wetting, they’ll hold 2 or even 3 wettings, but sag under the weight. So you’ll want to change after just 1 time if you can help it, but you’ll stay dry no matter what then. When you’re feeling weak, your new diaper will be strong”

I don’t always hate my diapers. When nobody is bothering me, they make me feel safe and secure. To be honest, sometimes I don’t even try to make it to the bathroom. I just let loose as soon as I feel the urge to go and fill my diaper up. At that point, it’s all warm, squishy and feeling good. I’ll start thinking about the way you look and... well... accidentally blow my load. I don’t mean to at first, but it just sort of happens. I hope that doesn’t make you feel weird. Maybe I shouldn’t have told you...

“Honey, it’s perfectly natural to give into pleasurable sensations. It sounds like there are times your diapers provide you with positive feelings and that you’re even having a little fun in your diapers he he. I know I’m your babysitter, but sometimes I wish my boyfriend was a little more vulnerable and honest with is emotions like you are. He’s the strong type of guy that can control his urges no matter what, but it really flatters me to know you lose control over me in such a way. I wish he could be more like that sometimes, if you know what I mean. Honestly, I think more and more girls will be happy to be with a sweet and tender guy like yourself that needs a diaper placed firmly placed between his legs, told what to do and experiences all ‘types’ of wettings. Here is a fresh diaper for you to change into and I want you to go ahead and wet it whenever you feel like it”

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