An Outlet for Cuteness (Chapter 1) (Patreon)

Chapter 1

Zoe sighed as she walked into her house after a long day of work. Her job wasn’t very difficult but the responsibility of it annoyed her. She missed the days when she could just spend all day relaxing, or doing whatever she wanted. Luckily, it was the summer. So whenever she was home from her job Zoe had the rare chance to do anything.

Zoe was a shy girl. She had just graduated high school and was 18 years old. She priding herself on her friendliness and cute personality but unfortunately her shyness made her unable to make friends or find a boyfriend, despite her crush on half the football team back when she was in school.

             Zoe’s reasoning behind at least part of her shyness was how immature she looked. Zoe was the epitome of a cute shy girl. She had big bright eyes and a young face all wrapped up in an adorable personality. Zoe was only 4’3 and was 83 lbs. Her tiny size and very modestly sized breasts didn’t help people take her seriously at all. They all just looked over her, literally.

            In the 18 years of her life though Zoe had gotten used to and somewhat even embraced her adorable size. There was nothing she could do about it so she might as well enjoy it. Admittedly it did make her blush when people occasionally asked her where her Mom was in a grocery store, but she chose to ignore things like that because she actually enjoyed acting younger. More than most realized…

            She had gotten her height from her mother. Unfortunately she was no longer around to be short with her. Her mother’s death had been sudden and hard on Zoe and her father; but it’s been several years since then. Now not only had her father moved on, but Zoe had a new stepmother! Zoe thought her stepmother was an alright person but didn’t like how she doted on her all the time and took advantage of how cute Zoe was. It didn’t help that both her Father and her Step-Mother were over 6 feet tall; always looking down at their height impaired daughter. Zoe liked to act cute but she didn’t like it when people only treated her cute all the time. Her stepmother would try to tuck her into bed and cut her food for her but Zoe told her time and time again that she was independent. Whenever she said that her Step-mother seemed pretty upset. Zoe figured it was because the woman had never had a child of her own and had missed out on many things involved with parenting. But Zoe was 18; not a child! She wasn’t gonna let her stepmother treat her this way just because she felt like it.

            Regardless of her Step-Mother’s feelings towards her cuteness Zoe did have a secret… a big secret. There are a lot of people in the world who liked to act younger than they were or act cute, but she had it a few steps further…

            Zoe wanted to wear diapers.

            It was a though that had first come to her when she was several years younger. She saw babies and little kids wearing and playing in diapers and she felt a strange pang of jealousy that she tried to ignore. For years Zoe had laughed it off, decided that it was just a phase; one that would surely pass. Girls her age didn’t wear diapers; no one her age wore diapers in fact! But… she wanted to. Zoe had been babysitting for years and she loved the way how all the kids she watched were able to act so happy and carefree. Hell, they were so carefree they would just pee themselves while watching cartoons. The more Zoe tried to convince herself that she didn’t want to wear diapers the more she realized that it just wasn’t true. Diapers seemed adorable. The perfect garment to match her own innocence. She needed to try it...

And this was the day she would…

            After taking a shower she dressed in a t-shirt and jean shorts. It was mid-June so she was able to dress comfortably. As Zoe got into her car she had never felt more simultaneously excited and nervous before in her life. She couldn’t believe she was actually doing this.

            She drove past her normal grocery store and went to the one at the next town over. She didn’t want to run into anyone she knew while on a trip to buy diapers.

            After what seemed like forever Zoe finally made it to the store. She got out and walked towards the front door of the store. She could feel her heart pounding in her chest. As the young girl walked into the store she suddenly felt all of her shyness creep up on her; but she knew she couldn’t back out now! She immediately avoided eye contact with anyone else in the store and walked down the aisles. Before long Zoe found what she was looking for: the diaper aisle.

            The 18 year old couldn’t hide her soft smile as she walked through the aisle. She was looking at all of the different styles and types of diapers. She briefly looked at the rack of adult diapers and immediately knew she wanted to aim for a younger type. All of the adult diapers were plain and white and extremely boring. If she was going to buy diapers that looked like that what would even be the point? No, she wanted diapers that made her feel young and cute.

            Zoe turned towards the rack made for kids, even the rack made for babies. She still secretly wore training bra’s, partly because of her tiny size, partly because of how cute training bras were; so why wouldn’t she consider wearing baby diapers? Zoe couldn’t contain a giggle as she ran a hand over one of the packages longingly. There were packages with flowers, butterflies, princesses, and more! So many choices… she loved it.

            As she felt her wallet in her pocket Zoe took a deep breath. She was doing this. She was going to buy herself diapers.

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