mumble (Patreon)

I worked R-18 to client who I promised R-18 thing a year ago

I don't service R-18 now tho...

Promise is promise.

but

as I expected I realized that working on R-18 is still really big burden to my mind.

people asked me about my health problem.

its something like Panic disorder / Paranoia

little stress things trigger it

and It effects to my body too.

Then cant sleep, cant breath, cant relax, fucking heart problem too

So I recently turning on meditation music all days.

( I recommend (Tibetan bowls youtube)

It really helps if you want to relax mind)

and deep breath

walking in forest, mountain.

thinking positively

working for normal job

I'm still looking for best way.