update (Patreon)

hi everyone! i just wanted to let you know that i apologize for the lack of audios this month. i feel like the last few months i have not delivered the amount of audios that i would prefer to upload, but honestly my life has just been really difficult lately.

many of you know that my papa has been very sick with cancer for the last few years, and specifically the last few months in hospice. he was sent to the hospital earlier this week for extra end of life care, and sadly passed away saturday night. i really just haven't had a lot of extra energy to create more audios, but i promise that all the patreon exclusives will be delivered by the end of the month, along with at least 1 extra youtube audio.

i really appreciate how everyone has been been so patient and understanding of the difficult situations i have been in recently. i am hoping that things can start looking up for me and that i can return back to normal soon.

i also appreciate all the kind words and dms i have received from you all about my papa's passing. growing up, we were never a popular family, and so there aren't really many people who have been here for me and my family during this tragedy. to see so many people online thinking about me and my family and saying kind words means a lot. my papa has always been like my best friend and i really don't know how im going to get by without him, but i know i will. he would want me to keep pushing, he was so proud of how successful my content creation journey has been and he has been one of my biggest supporters since day 1.

so i will keep going. thank you for believing in me.